Just want to go home and hide for ... Forever probably. Sigh.
Weight loss stalled over the weekend... Yes I know you shouldn't check daily... But I do, cause that way I know I am being careful.... But today, I just feel like binging.
I am not happy at work at the moment, right now, I am sitting in the car as I don't want to go in the office. I hate this feeling. It's crap, cause I felt good over the weekend. I just don't know if I can do what I need to do, but I feel like I "should" be able to.
Omg 1 more agonising day! I am feeling positive (feeling pregnant) apart from the cramps again I had all last night & this morning. Hoping they are good cramps though. Was tempted to poas but my husband said be patient.
GL for 2ww Juniper - the waiting game sucks.
Myturn - sending hugs - so sorry you feeling down.
Jasmine - I have my fx for your last embie to make it to freeze tomorrow.
Juniper, Good luck with your 2ww I hope it goes quick and smooth
Beau, Good luck with your bt tomorrow, I hope you get the bfp you have been waiting for
Myturn, sorry you are feeling down, sending hugs to you hun.
rai, good luck with your iui
AFM, the nurse just called to break the bad news, the levels of hcg dropped to 294, so it was a chemical pregnancy Now just have to waiting for AF to arrive in the next days and I don't think I will have another ivf for a few months. Juniper could you please delete me from the list? Thank you all xx
CatyO you must be devastated there are just no words to tell you how sorry I am its so unfair, sometimes I hate ttc it can truly suck. take your time but please let us know how you are.
sending lots of hugs xxxxx
CatyO you must be devastated there are just no words to tell you how sorry I am its so unfair, sometimes I hate ttc it can truly suck. take your time but please let us know how you are.
sending lots of hugs xxxxx
So sorry CatyO. That is just so unfair. Sending you hugs Hun. Have a good cry, wait a while & when you feel strong again have another crack. I'm here if you need to winge. Take care of yourself xx
Catyo, I am so sorry to hear that, I know it takes time to recover emotionally. Please don't give up and we really need to be physically and emotionally strong for doing this. Have a good rest and take care.
Juniper- thanks for telling me this. I hope your egg quality will be improved by taking Melatonin. I had a few days bad sleep, hard to fall sleep and easy to wake up and in the afternoon I felt much tried. I read Melatonin's side effect today, it says the restlessness insomnia is one of the uncommon side effects. I hope it is not Melatonin affects me , it maybe I stop taking Progynova and Pessaries and my hormone level dropped and it affects me because my period came today which is three days later after I stop the medication. I have very short period cycle 21 days. I think these different kinds of the hormone affects my nerves but I still want to take it to improve my egg quality. I used to be a good sleeper, but when I start doing the cycle my sleep quality is up and down. I will have a meeting with my nurse tomorrow and I will double check with her.
Oh, CatyO, I'm so sorry, hun. It's just not fair to start so well and then end so quickly. You're always welcome to stick around if you'll be TTC naturally while you wait for a new IVF. I've removed you from the list as requested, so just let me know when you want to be re-added.
Jasmine, that's fabulous news!!
Bestrong, to be honest, that's what last night was like for me - restless. I had to get up at 5:30am for the IUI, so was very frustrated. I went to bed at 11:30pm (an hour later than planned), but didn't get any proper sleep until 1:30am and then woke at 4:30am. I have to say though, that's not the norm. I usually sleep like a log with the melatonin; it's just the occasional night that's restless. And I've been taking my prednisone at lunchtime lately (long story, but that's been the first meal of the day) and that can cause restlessness, so I think that's the more likely culprit, to be honest. Will be interesting to see how I sleep tonight after taking my prednisone nice and early today (had breakfast at the cafe downstairs while waiting for the IUI).
As I left work today another girl told me she is 12 weeks pregnant (that's 2 in the last week). It was her 4th time of ivf. I am happy for her but my first reaction was 'when is it my turn?'. Hopefully tomorrow but then I know it's a long way to get to 12 weeks. If the result is positive tomorrow I am so scared of miscarrying again.
I don't want to put details here in public, but I have a similar feeling about work today, just a different reason...
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