thanks for everyone!

today is a very hard day for me, I am able to speak to my doctor by myself because he was doing operation in hospital for a whole day, I called nurse and mentioned IUI and she went to ask my doctor and he said I either choose to continue the procedure and cancel the procedure, when she said doctor suggest me to cancel it, my tear comes out I start crying, she has to let me come down and call me back and if I really want to do it, they can do it for me.

I made decision to go ahead even only collect one egg because everytime I only have one or two embryos to be transferred, so I think if I can make one good embryo to be frozen it is not bad result. I know I am so stupid and stubborn, but the cancellation really hurts my heart. My husband is very surportive and he said if we are not getting good result we just loose some money, if we can make a good embryo, that is bonus. I am going to take this risk otherwise I will regret for the time loosing because I have to wait for AF come in Aug. and start the cycle.

I am going to do my trigger at 2:30AM tonight, I can't think anything else, I know that maybe a stupid decision, but I go with my heart telling me.