MissB, so glad you have a plan and sending you baby dust. I think it is wonderful that you are going ahead. It is so hard to hear all of these stressful "road block" things and just say, f- it, I am doing it anyway. Brave, gutsy and you deserve for it to pay off.

1MP, what has happened with your lining? Are you ok?

Pholi, cysts really can just go up and down. These scans are so super-high def. I don't know. I was told I was going to lose a tube and it was fine. Sorry, I don't know if that helps or not. I am keeping fingers crossed for you that it doesgo down.

Chellico, hi! Wish you weren't here! But glad to meet you. Also, ditto on the orgalutran needle. It is blunt! I used to just stare at it as I was injecting, and keep pressing and pressing and seeing the skin kind of squish under it, and it was like "this needle is not moving". Sorry, don't let your phobic DH read this!

CatyO, just wanted to say thanks for that info about the Embryogen. Though actually, maybe you could PM me because it was taken down. You know what don't worry. I'll just ask FS. Also, really keeping fingers crossed for your follies. On my last cycle, with the best outcome (not the very best, just most eggs), they upped my FSH and that worked well.

Juniper, how you doin?

Sarah, where are you going to post your BA? I'd love to hear about it.

AFM. Well. Things aren't great. I really don't feel that anything is happening implantation-wise. I also did a FRER (very spur of the moment - I am basically a junkie, can't keep HPTs in the house, or OPKs for that matter, because I will just use them!) yesterday (3dp5dt) and got a BFN. Now, people can protest that it is too early all they like, but I know my body. My previous pregnancies implanted early and I had a sense that something was up. It has not happened this time. Of course, I don't know that for 100 per cent. But I feel it. I am intensely sad, exhausted and a bit angry. Will keep you posted if anything changes.

Also, I don't know what my next move is, not exactly. I have 3 frozen day 2 embryos and I am not sure if any of the day 5 embryos made it to freeze. So I am expecting AF this Friday (3 days before BT). My main thing is I don't feel like talking to the IVF nurses. I just feel really desperate and kind of angry, and I want to be nice on the phone. Ideas?

lots of love and peace to all,
WW
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