Hi Everyone, Just thought I should check in as I have been awol for a while!

I am 5dpo (Puregon and TI cycle as usual). I'm afraid I've been feeling a bit negative and down too (like lots in here ) so have just been trying to ignore this cycle. the endless cycle of hope and discappointmnet is exhausting and the mc has been on my mind a lot as the due date is looming in April. Just finding it tough I guess. Hoping I can just ignore the whole thing a bit longer, but I guess as I came on here that's not happening lol. Wish I could just go to sleep and wake up 14dpo and not have to go through the whole am I/aren't I torture and peeing on a stick every 3 hours next week.

There are so many in here I'm not gojng to do persies but I am stalking and sending you all lots of love and strength, and the best luck in universe!