for n2l and juniper.... AF sucks

everyone - I'm really having trouble keeping track of everything sorry no personals, I'm still here, checking, but just in limbo mostly and hiding in the background.

Im off to the FS on Friday to see what he has to say. It's the first time since the last negative cycle, and I am hoping he has some other ideas of what we can do... But who knows.... For now, I'm just waiting, with no success in the weight loss department, I am upset with myself, which is of course making it worse