Hi Blayz
I posted in your other thread, but i just wanted to say that we all have feelings of major stress and being overwhelmed. I find that arming myself with lots and lots of information helps. And don't be too hard on yourself either. Sometimes the drugs make an already hard and emotional time, seem even worse.
Good luck with your nurses appt. I hope thay can put your mind at ease and make you feel a little calmer.