Just an update about me. Saw FS today for my post op app, got to see the photos he took of the endometrosis after my lap 2 weeks ago, it was really bad. I have to have surgery again to remove it all as he is classing it as level 4/5 and he couldn't get it all last time as it is on my bowel so I need to take a solution before hand so that it is empty. It is quite a significant upfront cost and our finances mean instead of cycling again in August it will be this surgery instead. Which will mean cycling will now not happen until early next year because of money. I hate that money is ruling my life at the moment. I know I should be thankful that I had a gut feeling about having endometrosis and doing the diagnostic lap but now having to do surgery again is only delaying my chance of getting the only thing I want in life, to be a mum!! sorry for the rant and the poor me attitude but I am really deflated and devastated.