Hiya All,

Have not been in for a while, just lurking, congrats to the BFPs!
Well I'm having a little pitty party today. I start with the synarel again in 7 days. I rang the FS to check if i could delay IVF # 2 cause DP is home from OS work at the end of Aug and thought we could use fresh TESA sperm rather than the frozen vial we have left due because of the c****y quality of the last defrosted vial (scientist said it was why we had such a poor outcome). Unfortunatley they could not do it over the time he was home. So i asked if he could have another TESA while he was home for freezing, but they said they would not do it because it was "pointless" (not gettin very positive vibes about this cycle). This leaves us with two options because he is only home twice a year (next IVF chance would be Dec and FS closes over that time). 1. Donor sperm, which DP won't have a bar of 2. Reversal with only a 40% chance of success at $7000, and DPs impossible work schedual to fit it around. Otherwise it is only one go per year at a IVF cycle when DP is home. So basically if i get a BFN with no frosties again (which, given the advice of the FS and scientist is likely) i'm pretty much out of the baby race.
Sorry for ranting, i just needed to vent.

Mell....