Thanks guys

I only have one coffee a day but it is strong. Maybe I have decaf unless I really NEED it

I really appreciate all of your well wishes. I am still too scared to hope. Also, with the pill, DHEA and melatonin, I have put on five kilos (okay, winter gorging didn't help either ) It was five kilos I really really really didn't need to put on. So now I am thinking I am just wasting my time because I am so fat