Hi
I spent my TWW absent from the forum coz it was so hard to keep my mind off it all. Had my pregnancy blood test @ my clinic today ... BFN unfortunately ):
I had a big cry, mostly out of frustration than sadness or dissapointment. Im doing ok tho, i had already made up my mind that it was a neg coz DF & I only DTD once due to his operation. Taking a break now coz i wont fit in another cycle b4 my clinic closes for xmas. Seeing my fs on Dec 14 for review & start fresh in the new year. But for now (or for tonight anyway) my bff & i are going out on the town ... Bottoms Up...!!!
Sorry for no persies.... As i said b4 i have been absent & i have alot if catching up to do. Hope everyone is doing ok !! Big big love xxoo
Hi
I spent my TWW absent from the forum coz it was so hard to keep my mind off it all. Had my pregnancy blood test @ my clinic today ... BFN unfortunately ):
I had a big cry, mostly out of frustration than sadness or dissapointment. Im doing ok tho, i had already made up my mind that it was a neg coz DF & I only DTD once due to his operation. Taking a break now coz i wont fit in another cycle b4 my clinic closes for xmas. Seeing my fs on Dec 14 for review & start fresh in the new year. But for now (or for tonight anyway) my bff & i are going out on the town ... Bottoms Up...!!!
Sorry for no persies.... As i said b4 i have been absent & i have alot if catching up to do. Hope everyone is doing ok !! Big big love xxoo
Hmmm just an all about me message today - sorry... Had very very slight spotting yesterday and thought it might be over for me this month... Then POAS'ed today (11 days past transfer) and have a very very very very faint 2nd line after 3-4 mins. I don't have a test to compare it to, and can't remember if the field is totally white, before you start the test??? Now we'll have to wait and see if this is because it's a chem. pregnancy and already declining, or another slow rising HCG or just a late implanter... Blood test is on Tuesday and we're just going to wait for that now, no more POAS'ing for me. Last IVF cycle I had a very faint 2nd line after 10 mins, 10 days past transfer and this finished in a missed m/c, so you can imagine me being very nervous.
Well very disappointing result for me today, my cycle has been cancelled. Now have to wait until after Xmas for next cycle as FS is closed until mid January. Might try for a natural miracle in the mean time - can't hurt right?? So Juniper you can change me on the list to waiting for AF if you like.
Hi everyone,ive been reading everyones posts everyday and my thoughts are with you all.after ohss we decided to not do anymore treatment until late jan.so its break time for us too.
Willbe reading and thinking of you all everyday.those of us on a break hopefully we get a natural miracle like we've always wanted!
Faye, sorry to hear your cycle was cancelled. I was hoping you'd be able to go ahead. Sounds like there's a few of us waiting for late Jan now (I don't see us doing anything before then with the Christmas closure and my Dr's holidays in Dec & Jan).
W&D, we're still trying for a natural miracle while we wait too. FX for you.
treenie, glad to hear your wait is over.
me4ever, FX for you. I hope it's a late implanter you've got there.
Thanks Juniper... I'm shattered but not much I can do about it - appararently my estrogen level was higher today than it was on Friday so no chance of going ahead.
Faye - so sorry to hear it was cancelled, it is the most awful feeling. Hopefully you will get a little miracle while having a break ;-)
Wishanddreams - hope you have a good relaxing break from it all for a couple of months.
Treenie - I think I would go insane if my cycle was that long, how have you coped??
Curtsygirl - so sorry to hear about your bfn, hope you had a fantastic night out on the town with your bff.
My turn and n2l you are very quiet in here lately... I miss you.
Hi to everyone I have missed I hope your cycles are traveling along as planned.
Afm - dh and I just had a wonderful relaxing weekend at Ballina taking our new 4wd on the beach, of course he managed to crack a side step and scratch the mags lol.... I was expecting it!!!
I take my last estrogen and progesterone tablets today, then a week more of testosterone gel, then I start my injections and clomid to grow my follicles. I hate this long cycle. To make matters worse I have not been to the gym for about a month and have eaten rubbish and have put on 5 kgs, I am going back tomorrow cause I feel disgusting!!!!! I don't know how I used to cope with another 19kgs on this!!! Oh well need to fix it can't change that I put some back on. I never feel myself on a cycle and let everything else go as a result. I have been an emotional wreck as well which doesn't help.
How you all had a great weekend and the storms floating around have not affected any of you wherever you live xo
Hi girls just a quick one. Transfer tomorrow embies have progressed well and looking good.
Been struggling so far and haven't entered 2ww aargh it's going to be long couple of weeks.
Lots of babydust to u all x
just waiting for AF there's so many people in here it's hard to keep track!! xx thinking of you all and stalking everyday. Just not always got a lot to say!!
Total me post. I am taking a double dose of synarel. Four sniffs a day and i am really struggling with my emotions. I am snarky, sooky, angry, sad, irrational, depressed. I really hate it. oh, and i am utterly exhausted. Bone tired.
will it get better when i start stims???? Please say yes.
Yeah it will be better.... Just a different kind of pain then! Remember even without the physical stuff just the emotional things associated Ruth this cycle will be overwhelming for you. There's a lot if pressure riding in it, so be kind to yourself and make sure you do some things you enjoy as well xox
Sorry, N2L, but I only had relief once I stopped the synarel. On the plus side, you know the days are numbered once you start stims, so hopefully that will help a little (ie knowing the end is in sight). I had a terrible time on the normal dose with my first IVF - dizziness and impaired cognitive function - so much so that I had to reduce my work hours from full-time to 3 days per week and I couldn't drive. I know how nasty it can be and I'm sorry to hear you're having such a bad time with it this time. Of course, that was the time my (old) FS went on holidays, so I was on it for 32 (very long) days...
Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception Nov 2012
Omg omg ! Excitement plus!!!!!
So my nurse told be yesterday
(17th with my bfn) that i couldnt fit in another cycle b4 my clinic closes for xmas...
You can inagine my devastation ?!?!
Last cycle start dates are 19th, i said well im not pg so what if i get AF in the next 2 days....
Shes says "thats impossible Jodie, your progesterone is still 6.."
I cried and cried into DF's chest ): i then went out to nickelback and we stayed in a awesome hotel room for the night and i thoroughly enjoyed my night out with bff ! I really needed it. She has an 11 week old DD and it was her first night out since giving birth so it was a special night for both of us.
Came home this afternoon with wicked AF pains.... Worst cramps in my 28 years on this earth, i swear. Next bathroom stop and AF had arrived loud and freakin clearrrr !!! (up yours nursey)
So ............ I got af after midday which makes tomorrow (19th) CD1 (for the list) tuesday CD2 and my second round of clomid begins.... Only concern i have is if my prog is not at baseline by tuesday i wont be able to do the cycle. But fx for me and my DDDF !!
Feeling confident (-:
I read all of your posts and am semi kinda almost up to date with you all. Girls on a break... I might still be joining you... We'll see, but if i dont, just try to relax and enjoy the festive season and ****tail
Everyone else!!! fxfxfxfx for eggys and spermies and O'ing and transfers and implantations and CONCEPTION and DTD and love and marriage and and and everything else that comes along for you all on this rollercoaster ride !
Big huuuuge love xxoo
Last edited by Curtysgirl; November 18th, 2012 at 10:33 PM.
Faye - I am so sorry to hear they cancelled your cycle. Big hugs.
Curtsygirl - I hope all tour levels are baseline so you can try again this year.
Blossom - good luck for transfer today. Fx it sticks
Me4ever - are you going to test today or wait till tomorrow? I can feel your anxiety. Fx that you get a bfp.
Afm - I am now waiting for Friday for transfer. Just taking 3 progynova a day. I feel pretty good & relaxed.
Hi everyone else. So sorry for all those who have been made to take a break because of Xmas. It's so hard when we are all impatient & want a baby now. Even harder when everyone around just seems to either be having babies or getting pregnant without even trying. Hugs to all of you.
Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception Nov 2012
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