My turn - sorry to hear about your sister and totally understand the 'I don't know how I feel'. I am so sorry you day sucks.... When is your next scan????

Emma - even though you were hoping for more to fertilize hopefully you will only need one of the 6 anyway ;-)

Krikkit - still crossing my fingers for you and hoping you get your bfp on Saturday.

N2l how are you going? I hope you are feeling better, good luck with scan tomorrow.

Hi to everyone else I hope your bodies are playing the game right!!!

Afm - well another scan today. Have spent part of the day crying :-(. The plan for epu has changed to Tuesday as follicles aren't growing as quick now so need some more time on gonalf.
The bad new was that my endometrium lining is not thickening as well as it should, of it doesnt pick up its act my fs is going to freeze the embryos on day 2 or 3 and not do a transfer. She tried estrogen patches last time and it doesnt want to try the same given how many other drugs I have already had this cycle.
This wasn't my plan I wanted to at least have hope for getting pregnant by Xmas but if this happens we have to have a few months off for my body to recover and let it focus on just meds for the lining when we do an fet. The fact that we have lost all our embryos but one on each cycle by day 3 doesn't give me hope for many to freeze and then if something goes wrong in the thaw we could lose what we have if any.
I knows its stupid being this upset but I can't do this anymore it is hard, it hurts, my body hurts, and my brain is soooo tired!!!!!!
Why can't my stupid body just do the right thing....I am not a bad person....all I want for Christmas is to get pregnant and have a healthy baby in 9mths but I guess that might not happen this year now.
Guess we will find out Sunday our fate for this round.