jo, it's not crazy at all. BFN's suck cry and be as crazy as you want

Curtsygirl - no problem I don't POAS, so it's easy for me - but just think about how disappointed in yourself you are going to be if you do it before he gets home. If you are like me you will start bleeding before you go for the blood test anyway, so you may have no choice but to 'know'... lets hope everything is nice and quite downstairs and you DO get the beautiful experience of finding out together. FX

N2L - I am sending heaps of stickyvibes your way xoxo