Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception Nov - Dec 2013

Sneaking in to give juniper a bug big :hug: I hope you are wrong xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxooxoxxxoxoxxoxoxox ooo

I am so sorry Juniper and Positively. I have been stalking you guys but didn't really feel like join in again. I have been a bit depressed I think. But I have to say, something that really put a smile on my face was My turn pregnancy, yaaayy!! I wish you the best My turn.
AFM after my CP, we spent 12 weeks overseas and came back on the 2nd of October to have a lap on the 4th. I had a laparoscopy and dye studies, and he doctor removed severe endometriosis that was very expanded, but my ovaries were spared, my fallopian tubes were clogged and were unblocked. The doctor said I had a window of 3 months to try get pregnant by myself, I am starting my 3rd cycle today and not feeling very hopefull, I read a lot of successful stories about women getting pregnant straight away after the lap, but not my case :(
I don't know what to do, if I should have a FET this cycle or wait until January. I just feel defeated, as if everything is lost, with no energy to try again...

Apparently there is nothing wrong now, well I don't know how long after a lap endo comes back and fallopian tubes get blocked again, but the doctor who performed the surgery said everything was fine, that I shouldn't have any problem in getting pregnant soon. But I know endo comes back and I am not sure if I should wait or just have a FET now. With unblocked fallopian tubes and no endo, what else could be stopping me from getting pregnant? The dr put me on Vitamin D and zinc supplements as my levels were very low, apart from that, I am having royal jelly, acupuncture and chinese herbs. I have been eating very healthy, I struggle with drinking water though, 1 lt a day is all I can have. I rarely drink, today because I am allowed as I just got my period, had 2 drinks.
Also, how do I put my signature, so it appears every time I post something on here?

Me 37 :inlove: DH 38 Married Dec 2009
1 IVF Jun 13 Chemical Pregnancy
Laparoscopy to remove endometriosis, unblock fallopian tubes.
TTC for 3 years.

Oh thankyou catyO! Appreciated immensely. I hope you all get to join me soon x

So sorry juniper & PosTTC :( big hugs for you both xxx

Positively and Juniper, I am so sorry ladies :hug:. I had such high hopes for you both. Sending you lots of love and hugs xoxoxo

Caty, welcome back hun :). I'm sorry you're still struggling to conceive even after the lap and all. FX for you hun that in the not so distant future you'll be able to achieve your BFP :crossfingers:

Worrywart, thanks sweetie :hug:. I can understand your dilema hun, I didn't know if it was a good idea of doing a cycle just before Christmas.....I guess I will either have a great Christmas or not so great one. Good luck in what ever you chose to do hun, maybe forget about jumping into a rushed cycle and have a great Christmas and then tackle it after you come back from holidays? Just a thought, sometimes I wish I waited till after Christmas as right now I feels so flat already :(

Just want to say Big hugs juniper xoxo

I'm In a kinda throw your hands up on the air cycle I'm over it :-(

So sorry positively ttc xoxo
I hope your chrissy is the one you dream of missb!
I know what you mean though, I hate this part of ltttc! That was a yuk memory the chem pg for our engagement party! I have tried to forget that one. Every yr it's allways bad timing to get a bfn or chem ect. See others announce pregs ect.
When is a good time I guess :-/ ?
Now I find myself getting angry looking at preg ladies and new babies that's not even me! I just want to run the other way!
The other part of me has given up and has no tears. Lovely twisted journey to be on.
This is why I'm not posting much I'm not very encouraging or miss sunshine atm!
Wish I could make us all fixed and better!!!
Big hugs ladies I know I sure need some! Xoxox

Double on the phone

Hi Juniper, could you please out me on the list as CD1, I am not sure what I will do this cycle, but Im definitely not in a break anymore.
Thanks!

Hi

I know I have been a bit absent but can I be put at ovulating today. Ta :)

could I please be put down as 1dpo please, Thanks:)

Saturday 7 December 2013 :partysmiley:

Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Glorious - taking a break
Bestrong - waiting for AF
JoeSpratt - waiting for AF
Sarah4Kurt - waiting for AF
PositivelyTTC - waiting for AF
Ceejelz - ???
Awesty - ???
Amy_jellybean - ???
Sgronan - ???
CatyO - CD1
TT40 - CD6
Kel82 - CD15
Mrs O'M - CD22
Emma - CD23
Williever - CD24
Babycakes - CD52


Waiting for Transfer


Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...13-4-a-194614/)
N2L - CD?? 0dpo
Rai - CD15 1dpo
Miss B - CD22 7dp3dt


Got Their BFP in December :o
Juniper - 1/12 +HPT @11dpo, 2/12 hCG 29 @12dpo, 6/12 hCG 72 @16dpo


M.I.A. - We'd love to hear from you!
Becnxavi, Shellbell, Jo_white


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Sunday 8 December 2013 :partysmiley:

Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Glorious - taking a break
Bestrong - waiting for AF
JoeSpratt - waiting for AF
Sarah4Kurt - waiting for AF
PositivelyTTC - waiting for AF
Ceejelz - ???
Awesty - ???
Amy_jellybean - ???
Sgronan - ???
CatyO - CD2
TT40 - CD7
Kel82 - CD16
Mrs O'M - CD23
Emma - CD24
Williever - CD25
Babycakes - CD53


Waiting for Transfer


Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...13-4-a-194614/)
N2L - CD?? 1dpo
Rai - CD16 2dpo
Miss B - CD23 8dp3dt


Got Their BFP in December :pray:
Juniper - 1/12 +HPT @11dpo, 2/12 hCG 29 @12dpo, 6/12 hCG 72 @16dpo


M.I.A. - We'd love to hear from you!
Becnxavi, Shellbell, Jo_white


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Juniper- when's your next BT?

Tuesday

:pray: praying for good bt results on Tuesday Juniper for you, how are you feeling? have you done any more hpt? are they getting darker?
I'm just hoping so much that everything is ok, thinking of you xxxx

How are you feeling? Has your dr said anything? It looks like the numbers are growing well.

Rai, mostly feeling paranoid and anxious...

Williever, the numbers should be doubling every 24-48 hours this early, mine only doubled in 75 hours, so it doesn't bode well... Still a slim chance, but a m/c is more likely...

Thinking of you juniper xxx

I have everything crossed for you Juniper x

Key phrase Juniper: still a slim chance.

Better that then no chance.

Even though you must be going through a horrible time. Without hope on this thread we would all be lost.

All the sticky vibes I can muster!!!!

Miss B, thanks so much for your thoughts. I stalked you on the other thread. I am so sorry. I am still keeping my fingers tightly crossed.:crossfingers:

Juniper, also, I think you always very much know what you're talking about. But I want you to be mega-wrong here. I really do.

AFM, we booked the stim cycle. Was absolutely undecided until I made the phone call. I even left a message and thought, well, if they don't phone back, I won't do it. I felt ok actually about booking it but now I'm feeling a bit concerned about my emotional state. I just went to a big family event, with my increasingly pregnant SIL and my brother who can't really look me in the eye (not sure what's going on there, we're usually close, and I've been really fine about their pregnancy) and then I think I kind overheard that they're having a boy, like just casually chatting about it with a group of friends as though it's common knowledge, and they didn't tell us personally (and we're close, and I've asked after it too, so we won't get blindsided). So here I am, alone at this party (DH is on a bike riding trip) just feeling kind of dumb and out of the loop and having to struggle with this information publicly. Anyway, these feelings pass in due course.

Take care all,
WW
x

worrywart that was a tough decision but good on you and as for your emotional state we are always here if you need us you don't need to go through it alone, as for your brother
not sure but I think he should have told you the baby will be a boy of course you were upset and its even worse when your there alone you poor luv I really hope your feeling
ok its a lot to deal with, Take care of your self xxxx

31 kgs down...... So relieved. I've done everything I can for this little embryo. Cd 1 is on its way and off we go :-)

Love my little health team ;-)

Monday 9 December 2013 :partysmiley:

Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Glorious - taking a break
Bestrong - waiting for AF
JoeSpratt - waiting for AF
PositivelyTTC - waiting for AF
Ceejelz - ???
Awesty - ???
Amy_jellybean - ???
Sgronan - ???
CatyO - CD3
TT40 - CD8
Kel82 - CD17
Emma - CD25
Williever - CD26
Babycakes - CD54


Waiting for Transfer
Mrs O'M - CD24 0dpEPU


Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...13-4-a-194614/)
Sarah4Kurt - CD14 1dpo
N2L - CD?? 2dpo
Rai - CD16 3dpo
Miss B - CD24 9dp3dt


Got Their BFP in December :pray:
Juniper - 1/12 +HPT @11dpo, 2/12 hCG 29 @12dpo, 6/12 hCG 72 @16dpo


M.I.A. - We'd love to hear from you!
Becnxavi, Shellbell, Jo_white


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double any ideas on how to fix this? I am not on a phone.

Thanks so much Rai for your kind words. I will be looking to you ladies a lot! I have been stewing a bit today, and I think I'll phone my bro and get things out in the open a bit. Just try to tell him where we're at. Hope you are doing well and sending loads of Christmassy cheer and luck your way!

Also, Williever, what a terrific achievement! Well done!!

Hi all, finally had epu today, they got 10 mature eggs which I was so happy about and have managed to with icsi pop a little sperm in all of them. Fingers crossed for tomorrow to see what the fertility rates will be.

Feeling much sorer this time around, normal or not?

More eggs sorer and more epu sorer I reckon Mrs om.
Well done on 10!! Lovely number :-) I have everything crossed for you!

Please put me down as 1dpo as of today thanks juniper. CD 14.
We did a natural cy with me jabbing the left over gonal f and I'll use progesterone. Whatever I say lol! After last month chem of my 2 lil ivf embies I'm not very hopeful at all, same old dissapointment around here!

Gosh juniper I have been praying for you hun I hope you don't have to go through what I did last month xoxo
I wish for some good news in here girlies! Xxx

:grouphug::SAAF::fertilise::pink-babydust::bluedust:::stickyvibesgirl::stork-girl:
Lol...for you girls to make use of my double post .

Congrats MrsO'M!Hoping all goes well xx

GL Sarah too! Could just be your chrissie miracle xx

Thinking of you juniper. I hope you get good news!
Williever, thats awwsome! Congrats :)
Mrs OM I hope you have good news too.
All the best to everyone :)

Double...

Tuesday 10 December 2013 :partysmiley:

Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Glorious - taking a break
Jo_white - saving for IVF
Bestrong - waiting for AF
JoeSpratt - waiting for AF
PositivelyTTC - waiting for AF
Juniper - :angel:
Ceejelz - ???
Awesty - ???
Amy_jellybean - ???
Sgronan - ???
CatyO - CD4
TT40 - CD9
Kel82 - CD18
Emma - CD26
Williever - CD27
Babycakes - CD55


Waiting for Transfer
Mrs O'M - CD25 1dpEPU


Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...13-4-a-194614/)
Sarah4Kurt - CD15 2dpo
N2L - CD?? 3dpo
Rai - CD17 4dpo
Miss B - CD25 10dp3dt


Got Their BFP in December :pray:


M.I.A. - We'd love to hear from you!
Becnxavi, Shellbell


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Everything crossed for you juniper!

Thanks ladies. Started spotting last night, so not holding my breath... About to head in for b/t. Should have results this afternoon.

Crossing fingers for you juniper xx

Just heard from the lab, we have 8 fertilised, so crossing fingers we have 1 to transfer in a couple of days.

Hi Ladies, hope everyone is well

Sorry I have been MIA

Oh Juniper I am so hoping you have some good news for us today.
Mrs O'M well done that is a fantastic result from your epu, way to go!! 8 is a lucky number
WW - pleased for you, so glad you have made your decision though it was such a tough one. I am sure you ahve made the right one

AFM - CD3 today....we are on the roller coaster again ready for another ride just doing natural this month see what happens you just never know miracles do happen. No one ever said this was going to be easy but man I would have liked a bit of warning...lol
I have 3 Xmas work lunches this week :( and i just can not be bothered, need to find some Xmas cheer

GL everyone wishing you all a lovely day and successful cycle x

Today's b/t was BFN (hcg <5)...