Possums - ttc is a pain in the rear .. SO many up's and downs ...before my daughter, I'd also cry when I saw babies and feel really angry and bitter about my infertility ... we don't plan on doing ivf again .. this is just our very last shot at completing a family .. we are blessed. I just want to give you a big ((HUG)))) stay strong ... live today to the fullest and let tomorrow fend for itself .. ttc can rob you of so many years xo GOODLUCK!!!