hi spring - i'm so sorry to hear your news. hang in there, you'll be ok. you had a similar experience to me (first ivf, transfer, BFP - HCG 64, then dropped and m/c within days). my FS kept getting blood tests to make sure the HCG had dropped. i had a very strange AF (not a normal period at all). i've since had a scan and there's nothing left so it has properly m/c. This month i've been told to do nothing (ie no FET) until AF comes again and we do a FET next time.

you did a great job getting a HCG on your first transfer. from what i understand from my FS, getting any HCG is very positive news - and it wouldn't have been your fault that it m/c. It is the embie that was never going to survive, no matter what you did or whether it was a FET.

i hope you feel better soon. take care
mels x