Sooo my clinic rang and said that this cycle looks completely different from my last 3 stim cycles. EPU will be Tuesday and looks like I only have 3 lead folicles. WTF!!! Same meds as last 2 stims, and last time I had so many folicles it was hard to count. This time she said 3 with a few small ones. She also said that it would now be a day 3 transfer as I wouldn't have enough to go to day 5 plus my clinic is shut on Sundays. I cant believe that this is our last ever stim and this is how its going end I feel like its a waste of time, but have to finish the path I set us on. DH asked how I went and he said "well thats a waste of ****ing money and time" so not only am I upset with myself I now feel like I am letting him down too. I know he doesn't mean it and was just the disappointment I guess.
The clinic has just called again. Trigger Sunday night 10.00pm, EPU Tuesday 16th.
Vic- Sending you big hugs & just letting you know I'm keeping my fingers, knees and toes crossed that the follies will grow a bit bigger, so even the smaller ones will be big enough to be harvested and grow into healthy day 3 embies...
I feel like its a waste of time, but have to finish the path I set us on. DH asked how I went and he said "well thats a waste of ****ing money and time" so not only am I upset with myself I now feel like I am letting him down too. I know he doesn't mean it and was just the disappointment I guess.
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