Ladies, thanks again for your lovely messages, well wishes and support. We have a great bunch of ladies in here and I'm so lucky to have your support in here. Thank you

Jane, I hope you're holding up OK. It's tough. I'm hoping Christmas will be a welcome distraction. I'm looking forwards to a nice beer and other things I'm not supposed to have haha.

Juniper, I hope your cycle settled down. Hopefully the next one will be easier and better when the pill has kicked in. Have you been on it long? My AF is getting shorter and shorter.......menopause, here we come! lol.

TubbyPuff, not sure about mid cycle bleeding hun.....I've only had it once or twice, my doc said it was normal at my age, but you are way younger than me so like Juniper said, look into it if it keeps on happening.

Pholi, GL on Wednesday hun, will be crossing everything for you. I haven't had any side effects from the two meds together.

Hello to everyone else

AFM, plodding along. I feel pretty flat, especially as I know something was trying to happen and my lil embie was trying so hard. It's so bloody hard to realise that this is it, no more go's and our DS will be our only child. I know he's got his half brother and sisters, which is comforting. We are getting on a bit now and I feel sad that we won't be around as long as he'd like us to be. That's why I was hoping and praying he'd have someone closer in age to him here when we are not. Naturally we have zero chance, which has always been hard to digest, but now knowing there will be no more help from outside of that, it feels devastating. Anyway, such is life, and this is our fate. I thank my lucky stars for my DS everyday, but I feel sad that I haven't been able to give him a sibling. He's been asking for one for a while, which still breaks me heart. So far I've been saying that I am trying really hard, but what will I say now? It's hard.