Sorry ive been MIA lately

Megan and Kim - I have all my fingers and toes crossed for you for this cycle and i am hoping that it works for you please try not to stress (as i have said b4 easier said than done) Also i dont know if this is relvent but i have mentioned b4 that my previous clinic offered my a free cycle next time but that was because my nurse stuffed up my drug dates and so i had to wait till blestie which did survive and i got a BFP but MC early and still havent taken then up on that free cycle (still waiting to revieve it in writing). I am thinking of you both at this differicult time xx

Megan - hows the sniffing going? Ive been feeling ok, but so so so depressed this afternoon and tonight, didnt really realise it until a collegue said i was a little quiet and was everything ok. Of cause it is.

Jane - i know you are well and truly sniffing but are you jabbing yet?

Keen - whats been hapening? how are you feeling now?

Well i dont know why but all i do lately is dream of other people having babies and its driving me crazy. Im feeling a little sensertive, maybe because i have 3 close friends who are all pg (sorry sez if your reading this and dont take it personel)and several other girls i know only have to pull their knickers off and there up the duff. Im always very good at listening to them all talk about baby stuff but right now i dont want to hear any of it, ive just felt like crying all evening.

I just want this to work (I know we all do)

sorry girls for the downer will try to stay on top a little more 2morrow after all it is Fab Friday. Just want this cycle to go a bit quicker.

xx

wishing everone all the best and always thinking of you