Oh crap, I just realised that at this rate I'm going to be over 37 before I have my first. I did it all right, I got educated, had a career, bought a house (by myself!) THEN get into a relationship - and still only 29.... Tried to start a family at 33, and now I'm nearly 36... I've just had a miscarriage and there's no baby in sight. If we do our next cycle in jan/feb I may just get a baby in while 36.... I just feel so old and over it and like its never going to happen.
And I hate exercise..... 37 just sounds so old to have my first.... I don't even think about it for other people... But i don't want to be one if those out of touch older mothers. I hate LTTTC....
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