BW - i don't think anyone expects you to be an active member of a cheer squad at the moment. we're all more than aware of how hard it is to face what you've been through, and it's not expected that you put a false smile on and pretend to be feeling things that you're not. it's not a healthy thing, and it won't help you heal babe. it's a credit to you that you're venturing out, finding your feet again - please don't feel guilty for not jumping for joy for the progress of others

we understand that you are hurting, and eventually you'll be back to supporting us all - but for now, we're here to support you 100%

take care hun