Sara69 - I'm so sorry that you are feeling so lost and hopeless at the moment. It must be very difficult to see any kind of liight at the end of the tunnel.

Have you investigated Acupunture at all? I know that the clinic in Rozelle has very close ties with a university in Sydney and they are doing a lot of work with acupuncture and fertility. The are called Rozelle Acupuncture & Chinese Medicine Centre.

I utilised acupunture during my cycle and I can't promise that it was the one thing that gave us success, but I can promise you it has helped my state of mind during the process. I know there are lots of women out there on BellyBelly who will attribute their success to acupuncture, so perhaps it is worth investigating.

I'm not sure if you have looked into this already - but I hope it can help.