Thanks so much for replying Arimeh, Dusty and Marcellus. It came as such a shock, as I had assumed that the test would come back fine. Now I'm wondering if I'm going into early menopause and will ever have another baby.

Dusty - thanks so much for your message. I didn't realise that the AMH doesn't reflect poor egg quality, that makes me feel a little better. The nurse I spoke to said that she was going to ask the head FS at the clinic whether BF might impact on AMH, but the asking around she had done so far indicated probably not.

My FS apparently wants to check my FSH on CD2 before coming to any conclusions about my diminishing fertility. But I have to wean in order to ever get to a CD2. The thought of giving up BF my son in order to try for a baby I might never have is awful. The thought that DS might be my only baby makes me want to keep BFing him for as long as possible

Thanks for your positive thoughts - I did get pg, and it was only two years ago. I guess I'm just scared that since then my body has started shutting down, and maybe even early menopause is on the way. I'm now worrying that my cycles aren't being suppressed by BF, but because something bad is going on.

I think the news has taken me back emotionally to where I was when I was TTC my DS, and the thought of going back there to all that uncertainty and misery is just awful.

I guess will just have to hang on until next Tuesday and get the whole picture from my FS.

Thanks again
HB
xxx