Andie - You are not the only one, I've had a shocker of a day. I hope we wake up happier tomorrow. Best of luck with the transfer babe and I hope all 3 are still going strong
TMS - How nice would that be, "oops look I'm pregnant", unfortunately never going to happen for me (even the butches girls don't have sperm, I've checked damn shame!) I hope a real second line is waiting for you tomorrow morning. It would be most likely to be you as we seem to have a trend of last in first out!
Mich - Good for you staying calm and zen well done
Tasha - Whoo you are on your way . The needles look scary but they are really thin. I slap the bit I want to inject first to get some blood flowing there and pinch it as I put the needle in, it's all pretty painless when you get used to it.
Joeve - You hide all you want babe, we will be out here hoping for you .
AFM - I have had a horrid day. I was so tired all morning then when I had to go to work I was just a mess, tired, sad, angry, hungry, nauseous, wanted to tell the world to get lost all at the same time! So that was it, No Fun Feb was over, I went and got cake and coffee and felt heaps better . I still feel good I made it 4 full weeks without gluten, caffeine, sugar, alcohol and junk ! I don't know why I am so damn hormonal the trigger has never affected me like this before but I guess I did have an E of probably close to 4000 by then too. Hehe and I said it didn't affect me, must have jinxed myself.
I am so unbelievably angry with myself, don't know why I was stupid enough to think a 6 month break would be a quick fix to 5 years of trying and heart ache!!
Nothing on the HPT this morning, still spotting although it's not really spotting more like yucky coloured CM when I wipe, cramps are not as full on but still there and my temp has taken a HUGE dip! Looking like its all over for this cycle.
Hoping and praying
Minnie - CD 19 - IVF -1 day post transfer
Sunbeam - CD 16 - 3 dpo
Mich8 - CD 22 - 4 dpo
Tasha - CD 77 - 9 dpo
toomanyshoes - CD 26 - 11 dpo
Joeve - CD 30 - 13 dpo
Good luck today Andie!! Hugs to Joeve and TMS under the rock
Tasha - at least you now have a plan and a back up plan...
Sunbeam - sometimes a girl just needs cake!
Minnie - I hope you're feeling all good and relaxed being PUPO
Saffy - how long will you be on the pill for?
Nothing happening here. I'm still jogging (or jog/walking Andie ) and x-training this 2ww because I'm not thinking of this as a "real" cycle. Trying to get as close to healthy BMI as possible before jabbing starts
mich: good on you for the exercise, i hope you get a nice surprise from you cycle and you still deep breathing and ignoring DP if he is in a mood
sunbeam: coffee and cake always helps
saffy: good luck on the pill, so will do 3 weeks and then start sniffing ?
tasha: im pleased things are progressing a bit, i hope they get moving on the police checks, its so ridiculous ! out of interest under what circumstances would they say you couldn't do ivf (can they actually say that ?)
afm: i have bad backache today and a sick DH, im not sure which is more annoying lol he only has a cold and i do feel like pointing out what my body has been through this last week but im taking mich's line and trying to be zen about it
the clinic called and said that my 2nd embie didn't make it past morula so they won't freeze it, i guess at least i won't have to decide between using a frosty or a full stim next cycle (assuming this one isn't successful or doesn't stick)
ok, well i have a nice blastie on board as of this afternoon, and 2 lazy ones that may/may not get refrozen tomorrow. started clexane also, i forgot how much i didnt like doing those ones... ouch!
tasha - the needles are really not as bad as you expect them to be, i was a total needle-phob before ivf and was surprised how little they actually hurt (except clexane ones...!). will you be doing them yourself, or get dh to do them?
mich - well done on the jog/walking & xtraining, you will be raring to go for your jabbing cycle.
sunbeam - hope your day was better today. its frustrating when you are trucking along thinking everything is going well, then get smacked in the face with hormonal moods. you could've been describing my day in your post yesterday!
minnie - sorry about the 2nd embie, hoping you wont need it.
hi to saffy, joeve & tms (that rock could get a bit crowded if this transfer doesnt work... maybe we could invest in a big boulder/cave type deal?!)
damn shame!) I hope a real second line is waiting for you tomorrow morning.
It would be most likely to be you as we seem to have a trend of last in first out!
. The needles look scary but they are really thin. I slap the bit I want to inject first to get some blood flowing there and pinch it as I put the needle in, it's all pretty painless when you get used to it.
. I still feel good I made it 4 full weeks without gluten, caffeine, sugar, alcohol and junk
! I don't know why I am so damn hormonal the trigger has never affected me like this before but I guess I did have an E of probably close to 4000 by then too. Hehe and I said it didn't affect me, must have jinxed myself.
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) and x-training this 2ww because I'm not thinking of this as a "real" cycle. Trying to get as close to healthy BMI as possible before jabbing starts 
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