Warning: this is going to be an all about me post and a TMI post! I'm not thinking that straight.

I am freaking out! There's a faint but visible second line on my FRER test (appeared immediately!). I feel like an unappreciative b**** but I feel much more terror than joy.
I'm 9 dpo and have been spotting since 6dpo and still am (just like with my 2 miscarriage pregs). It's all the colours of the rainbow - brown, pink, bright red, maroon. Ok, those colours are not in the rainbow I know.

I've been running in the 2ww, had a wine yesterday and have really bad diarrhea today. I haven't used progesterone this cycle but used a pessary this morning as soon as I POAS. I guess we'll have to wait and see if the line gets darker or lighter tomorrow - terrified... only you girls would understand.

Love to you all...

These smilies are how I feel, all at once!