Hehehe I'm sorry I should have put a warning 'not to be read with a mouthful of coke'
Saffy yes I did answer her I kind of had to!
Joeve I'm cd4.
I can't catch up with Donor Daddy till wednesday so I'll let you know how it goes then.
sunbeam - wow. some awkward converstations there... at least you know your mum must be thinking about you often, taking in info that she thinks might help you. even if it is slightly (ok, a lot!) embarassing! although its amazing what topics become ho-hum while tcc (menstrual cycles, cervical mucus, sperm etc). i hope you dinner goes well this wed.
saffy - hope you feeling better.
tillygirl - havent heard of thyroxine, but im sure someone on bb has, or is on it. i hope its what works for you.
joeve - can i be changed to cd 9 please (i must have missed a couple of days somewhere along the way). blog looks good!
tms - hope your camping trip is going ok, sounds like you will have plenty to distract you from the tww. goodluck.
thinking of you minnie, mich & tasha.
afm - fairly average weekend for me, the weight of tcc & my miscarriages got the better of me. i should have expected it really, a year ago today i had a D&C for my first miscarriage. i cant believe its been a year already, and that these emotions still come up. i thought they would fade, but they are still there, just dont come up quite as often. i guess i have been surprised by them this weekend. on a lighter note, i have contacted a naturopath that i used years ago, she is great & i felt 100% better while seeing her. i have an appt on thursday, so looking fwd to that.
Of course will update you tonight I was guessing based on a post in another thread what cd you are. Sorry things are tough sweetie you will get there in the end x
Andie- I am glad you are in contact with your naturopath again, in helps having somebody in your corner that makes us feel positive and gives us some control over things that are so out of our control in this TTC journy!
AFM- I POAS this morning, but got a BFN.
I am usually a 28-31 day cycle so I am fairly sure its a BFN for me this cycle, but no doubt I wont be able to help POAS tomorrow morning unless AF arrives first.
Hi girls, I'm still off work if u can believe that, but back thursday, feel like a fraud as I am all better now....
tilygirl- sorry I dont' think I have said hi to you yet, i do remember you from ? last yr and so sorry that you have to come in here again, and about your bfn. Anyway,
andie- good luck with your natropath appt tomorrow, hope you are feeling a bit better, it (the devastation) comes and goes as you know and strikes you all of a sudden sometimes
joeve-hope you cleared the coke zero out of your nose lol, when do you stop the pill?
sunbeam- donor daddy talk tonight? Good luck hun hope he says everything you want to hear xx
TMS- early days in the tww, have you started obsessing yet, you won't be able to poas while camping I guess??
minnie-i bet you are hiding under a rock until your scan, can understand all the feelings, hope everything is as cruisy as possible xx
mich- hope the spotting stopped xx
afm had my nurses appt yesterday to pick up meds, am apparently doing a flare cycle this time,whatever that is lol . The pill is really doing my head in with breakthrough bleeding,I told the nurse about it and she said if it starts like a period I have to ring them and just start my cycle then.... well thats not going to happen cos we are going interstate for easter and I can't be doing an ivf cycle then as we are 6 hrs drive away from the clinic why is there ALWAYS something to stress over with infertility/ ivf?? I would say i am light bleeding not spotting now and i still have a week and a half on the pill grrrrrrrrr, so annoying. Stupid body.
Anyway, we also had a chat about donor eggs and i got a lot of info so that was good.
saffy - thanks for the hugs. i dont know why this infertility thing has to be so hard, i hope your light bleeding has stopped. this stuff always seems to happen at the most inconvenient times (not that there is a convenient time for infertility dramas...). havent tried flare before, im interested in hearing what that one's about, might have to stalk you in other thread for details. glad to hear your appt went well.
joeve - thanks, i think i will get there in the end, my confidence is just wavering at the moment. hope you are well.
tilygirl - your are right about having a little control, it feels good to do something for myself thats not ivf. did you end up testing again today? 10dpo is still a bit early...?
hi to everyone else.
afm - made a dr's appt for thursday too, overdue for pap smear (yay..), and i thought i might ask for a blood test for nutrient deficiencies/thyroid function, anyone requested this? guess im clutching at straws, i guess i need to feel like im doing something at the moment.
Hi girls on my phone so persies not great!
Sunbeam good luck with donor dad tonight x
Saffy weird re the bleeding I have had brown when I wipe for days so I feel like AF hasn't finished which is stupid for me. I have nurses appointment this week will know more after that about when pill stops etc I just know nothing about ivf I don't even know what I am going! The sheet says gonal f 225?! And other stuff!! Lol I feel like a ttc newbie ignorance is bliss!
Andie you will get your confidence back it's a hard journey this one!
joeve: good luck with your appointment, i was on gonal f but on a smaller dose of 187 because i have pcos thy were a bit cautious with the dose
sunbeam: i hope things are getting sorted in your mind and the dinner with DD goes well
saffy: silly spotting for you, why can't our bodies just behave, doesn't it know you have plans for easter ! you are right i am laying low as my scan is my big hurdle coming up
mich: i hope your spotting has settled and things are going well for you
TMS: fingers crossed for you for the 2ww, is it doing your head in yet ?
tilygirl: good luck to you
afm: as i said not much happening, im not planning on having anymore blood tests this week, i had one fri and i stressed all day so im not sure its worth it. i have really bad backache tonight which is stressing me out but i hope its all good and not bad
thanks for thinking of me girls, camping in 2 weeks or less (when DH makes up his mind!!!) so hopefully AF just comes early and is over with by the time we leave.
I'm not "feeling" this cycle, 100% sure it will be another big fat nothing and just want it over with!
too much other stuff on my plate at the moment, Wednesday next week is 8 years since i called my dad to tell him he would be a poppy again and two days later i found out he hung himself that night, 8 years ago I started spotting at the funeral and it was all over a week later.
just want to crawl back into the cave!
My first mc never really effected me, so I could never relate to the "you always reemmber the first/its the worst" stuff everything says, i had too much other stuff going on to care about it but now I'm feeling guilty, its like delayed grief if there is such a thing.
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i should have expected it really, a year ago today i had a D&C for my first miscarriage. i cant believe its been a year already, and that these emotions still come up. i thought they would fade, but they are still there, just dont come up quite as often. i guess i have been surprised by them this weekend. on a lighter note, i have contacted a naturopath that i used years ago, she is great & i felt 100% better while seeing her. i have an appt on thursday, so looking fwd to that.
why is there ALWAYS something to stress over with infertility/ ivf?? I would say i am light bleeding not spotting now and i still have a week and a half on the pill grrrrrrrrr, so annoying. Stupid body.
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