LT TTC after Miscarriage or Loss #12

**Sunbeam** · July 28th, 2012, 05:58 PM

Not good news I'm afraid. I was wrong her E2was not 125 it was only 37! So not surprisingly there was no follies on the scan at all. They booked her for another scan and bt on wed (was supposed to be our EPU). They called her late this arvo and told her that something on her bt was high and she has to double her nasal spray dose, she has no idea what it was they said was high. Any ideas girls? The only thing I can think of is LH but why would she have high LH with no follies? So confused and so stressed. I'm basically trying to resign myself to the fact that they cycle will be cancelled and they whole thing is finished! I know she won't go again so it's looking very much like the end of the road for me. Valium and wine are keeping me from completely losing it. (totally hopeless face!)

**Saffy** · July 28th, 2012, 06:25 PM

gee that is just the absolute pits sunbeam, I am so sorry this is happening, you don't deserve it at all, love you hun xx

**Joeve** · July 28th, 2012, 07:38 PM

Oh sweetie that sounds awful. LH wouldn't be high with no follies.
Keeping fingers crossed x

**Andie78** · July 28th, 2012, 10:10 PM

I'm sorry, sunbeam. Not the news you were hoping for. That's bizarre that e2 was only 37... not sure what would be too high, can you call FS and find out? Xx

**vic261** · July 29th, 2012, 03:00 PM

So sorry to hear that Sunbeam xxx

**Sunbeam** · July 31st, 2012, 10:36 AM

Thanks for the support lovelies,

Joeve - Whoo 12 weeks so exciting

Vic - How are you holding up sweetie? Do you have embies left to do a FET?

Andie - How are things progressing?

I'm so sorry all my posts have been all about me recently, I know I am very self absorbed at the moment. I do care how you are all going

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We have another scan tomorrow but I am preparing for the worst that there will be no response to the meds and no eggs growing. I had a long chat with the nurse today and she said it is very atypical and it would make her wonder if GED has actually been injecting herself. Obviously I can't say for sure but she may have been doing it wrong but I don't get the feeling she hasn't done it at all (she's a very good actor if she is intentionally doing this).
Had a big cry lasy night and considered my options. I still have my best friend who offered but having seen how difficult it has been for GED to organise around work I'm not really sure it is fiesable given that she lives 2 hours away plus the fact that she smokes could have a big impact (or none!). The other option is for me to stim again myself. I have not tried IVF with my current donor and we know how I stim and that he has good sperm. I just spoke to him and he would be happy for us to try. What do you think girls?

**toomanyshoes** · July 31st, 2012, 11:38 AM

I say go for it sunbeam!

Still keeping everything crossed it works out with the eggy donor

**Andie78** · July 31st, 2012, 11:56 AM

tough choices again, sunbeam. i was hoping this GED thing was going to be an easy ride for you. i really hope GED has been injecting - maybe she might have slipped with some of the times? your best friend is older and smokes (older than 22 anyway, im assuming?!), but you are right - it could have no bearing on her stim results. plenty of older mums & smoking mums. saw one mum, 6 months pregnant & smoking at an early years course i did the other day... but thats another thread in itself. sigh. your best friend sounds like she would be happy to do it for you (am i remembering correctly that she was a bit bummed that she wasnt doing it for you this time?), so maybe the 2 hour distance to travel wont be a big deal for her?
how do you feel about stimming again? does FS have an opinion?

(afm - just waiting to get this biopsy done, will be in 2-3 weeks. have a scan next thursday which will give FS an idea of when i will ovulate this month

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**vic261** · July 31st, 2012, 01:44 PM

Sunbeam - Far out, what a lot to process. I would have a go myself if it were me. At least you can trust yourself to do the right thing. I have 2 frosties left, but we are thinking about doing another stim as that seemed our best result so far. It would be nice to have a few more in storage.

Andie - Dont you just hate all this waiting around???

AFM - I have an fs phone appt Thursday to see what our next plan of attack is. I think I have stopped bleeding from my d&c last Monday so now just have to wait for AF to show in hopefully 3 weeks time. God knows if I will ovulate this month as I can be a bit hit and miss with ovulating. Just waiting...tick...tick...tick...

**Joeve** · July 31st, 2012, 07:41 PM

Sunbeam it does sound very strange but I guess there is no instruction book for our bodies and she may just not respond. Hard decision to make but good you have some good options

**Sunbeam** · August 1st, 2012, 02:08 PM

Still no eggs growing so they have increased her to 250iu and will do another bt on Monday. They are also testing her AMH as they can find no reason why she is not stimulating. They checked that she was injecting properly and she is so no idea why itip taking so long. Hopefully something starts to happen before she loses interest.