Thank you all for you loving words, support and prayers, it means so much to know you are all here for me.
The d & c was fair bit longer than last time so I'm struggling a bit from the anesthetic, fairly sore too so I didn't get much sleep and had to sleep propped up. My lovely housemate was there for me the whole day and kept my spirits up and let me cry when I needed to, she is such a lovely friend. My mum has also flown down to look after me which is nice though she does not handle my tears so well.
I hope to see FS early next week. He'd already planned to send bub for genetic tests before I even brought it up. Donor daddy and I have spoken and depending on answers from FS I think we will try IVF just till the end of the year. We are already over our threshold so we will only be out of pocket about $1000 each time. I feel it may give us answers as to why our bubs are failing and even if it does not result in a forever baby I will at least be able to finish this journey feeling we gave it every possible shot and a fresh start for the New Year.
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