Hey everyone!!! Thanks for all the comments of support. Means so much. This is my 2nd IVF miscarriage this year and it is no easier. The family support seems to have dropped off, although the MIL (formerly known as Dragon Lady) has really stepped up, and I am so impressed and touched. Perhaps this is how we will finally bond!!!
Well, the hard breasts began to leak milk. Eww! It was shock followed by gutwrenching emotional pain of mass proportions. Felt so bittersweet. I have the food source, but no baby to feed. One particular night last week when my DH was out of town at a work function, out of nowhere the tears came with full sobs and some noise I didn't recognise from deep inside me. I rang around in desperation trying to find someone in my family to talk to. Mum was at the Symphony, Big sis was on date night and finally little sis picked up. Thank god!!! I just didn't know what was happening to me. I have since seen a counsellor and have another appt this week. Hormones mixed with grief can do horrible awful things to you.....today and yesterday I have started to feel slightly normal again and the breasts are softening. I am so glad I never have to live through that week again.
Happybaby - great news GF. Best of luck with it all xxx
Porsche - keeping EVERYTHING crossed for you hun. This could be your time!!!
T-Hopes - that's so good that you O'd. We'll all be looking back in a few years reminisching how excited we used to get over seeing those types of results. It seems so unreal that this is our lives, when you think about it. Yet so necessary to achieve our goals.
Saffy - I am on the edge of my seat with you right now. Just remember to breathe whilst waiting!!! FX
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