LT TTC after Miscarriage or Loss #4

Happybaby-i am so sorry hun hope you are feeling better real soon.

Sunbeam-6500 is nothing as long as you feel ok my E2 got to 16,429 and i had no sign of overstim i was full of follicles that is why it got so high the cycle i just done my E2 got to just over 12,000 my FS were not concerned at all because my body seems to handle it and she said on an antagonist cycle with orgalutran it is very unlikely you will overstim i did become more uncomfortable after embryo TF because i got pregnant and when you get pregnant the hormones increase and your ovaries stay large for ages at my 12 week scan they were still huge and full of fluid i just drank heaps of water and rested the more you move and over do it the more uncomfortable you will feel i found that out the hard way i just had to vaccum upstairs and boy did i pay for it.
My FS also kept me injecting even with high E2 so i guess everyone is different just if you dont feel well let them know.

Sorry for lack of persies i will be back later.

happybaby - im so sorry to hear your your sad news, devastated for you and your family. sending you all my love and strength for wednesday xx

hi everyone - just letting you know all went well today! Doc was happy cause they transferred 10 million sperm in to me with 99% motility! Does that sound good to anyone?? I have no idea! Had lots of O pain and back pain today so hopefully timing was good! I start pessaries tonight. Think thats all I had to report!?! So my 2WW starts now.... here we go!!! xx :fertilise::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy::pinks perm:

T-Hopes - That's excellent news babe. 10 million is a good number especially with that mobility. I got pg last time with just 1 million so you have a good chance. Sending you heaps and heaps of :pink-babydust: :bluedust:

Ferrals and ITSL - thank you for the info on E2 like I said I feel fine so :pray: praying they don't cancel me. Drinking and resting as much as possible.

thanks Sunbeam! Thought it sounded good but just didnt know! I was an IUI virgin - not anymore :dance: I was so easy! Sorta like a papsmear!

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Hello everyone
This is just a quick update as I've been taking a break from BB. My scan at 7 weeks wasn't good news. There was a pg sack but no embryo. I was told to come back in a week and the pg sack had grown but it was still empty. The Dr said it's a missed mc.
I have an appointment with my FS on Wednesday to book a D & C as it could be weeks for a spontaneous mc to happen.
I am quite devastated and once I'm over this I hope I'm ready to try again.
Best of luck to everyone.
HappyBaby

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Oh Happy I'm so sorry. I've had a missed miscarriage as well and it's not what you are expecting when you have your scan. Take care of you GBH.

T-hopes, congrats on your successful IUI! I hope your DHs excellent swimmers are meeting your lovely egg and all goes wonderfully from there. :stickyvibesboy: :stickyvibesgirl: :babydust: to you xx

Sunbeam, gosh I hope I'm following your path - 14 follies! That's fantastic news. Strange I was going to ask Ferrals exactly the same question about level because I got my bt done today and they told me everything is fine and to have another test and scan Wednesday but I didn't ask what the level was so I will call tomorrow. It's good that you are feeling OK and surely they won't cancel when you compare to Ferrals level?? Hope so anyway. Let us know how you are feeling tomorrow.

Porsche, I'm in a panic - have you had bad news or are you meaning the mc you had before? Sorry to be anxious but just need to clarify. :hug: that everything is OK with you.

I've already done big post today so going to go to bed now. I had a great massage and a facial (and a wax so my bits are all tidy for the transfer :) ) so I'm nice and relaxed and hope I sleep well tonight. x

Happy Baby: so very sorry for your sad news. So unfair. Take care of yourself.
Damprye: I hope things work out for you soon.

T-Hopes: wow! 10 million! Doesn't it just blow your mind to imagine that many swimmers moving around your body (well your uterus anyway!) Like you've been colonised! Sounds like the odds are good that just one of those little guys will get your gal and get you your BFP!

Alice: Sending you virtual hugs. Sounds like hard work with the headaches and tension. You made me laugh though with a vision of all your 'tidy bits!'
Sunbeam: Mmmm, baby smells. I hope this is just a sneak preview for you for when you have your own little one next to you.

Porsche: I, like Alice, also got a surprise when i saw your post. Are you ok?

Saffy: I feel for you on the hormonal rollercoaster. I am praying it is just too early for a BFP. Take care of yourself.

AFM: I have two weeks off before i start my new job. Not really much of a holiday though because most of the time i'll have DD at home. What i mean is: the two weeks won't be that different from life as usual. I was meant to have a couple of days to myself but one of them went down the gurgler because DD is germy and couldn't go to child care grrrr! Only about my second day to myself ever since she was born so i'm disappointed. But...what can you do?

A bit nervous about what the new job will be like and trying not to think about it too much and freak myself out!

Possum- new jobs are never as bad as you get yourself worked up for, it usually only takes a few weeks to settle in, hope the people are nice! Where are you up to in your cycle?

THopes-:leap: wow what a result, hope you have a relaxing TWW (oh..wait..no, you will be at the GRAND FINAL :dance:) Sticky vibes gorgeous x

ALice- hope the pampering helped your headache. Good news about the BT. I am thinkning of going to get a pedicure today, feel like a treat as I did nightshift last night and it was busy. Are you excited about the scantomorrow??? I'm pretty sure Porsche is referring to her last m/c so dont panic xx

Sunbeam-:dance: great result, hope friday comes around quickly xx I don't know anything about high oestrogen sorry, I'm sure you will be ok if Ferals says its fine!

Damprye- take care honey hope we will see you again one day xx

Happybaby- how are you going sweetie? xx

Hi intheslowlane, Midez, Porsche, Ferals, Matthewsmum, SammyP

AFM- nothing new to report, hoping soooo much for a sneaky bfp but each day with no symptoms makes me less confident. My mood is a bit better I think, I'm off to get a pedicure and a coffee ( post night shift pick me up!) Have a good day everyone xx

Happybaby - I am so sorry this had to happen to you. I have come to dread scans. It's really hard to go in with high expectations of seeing bub and hearing the worst.

Possum - A new job is a good idea. I was offered a job while I was pregnant last Christmas. We hadn't told anyone else at that time as I was only around 7 or 8 weeks but I didn't want to start a job and then have to tell them a couple of weeks later so I was upfront and my boss was fine. He said they would just work around it. Sadly I lost that little one and the another one after that but at least I know the boss would be fine if I did get pregnant. Sorry you didn't get any time to yourself. I never know what to do with myself when I do get time these days but the pedicure and coffee that Saffy is having sounds great.

AFM - DH nearly went through the roof last night when I showed him that my blood tests came to $450.00 Actually it was $760.00 but it lists a discount, not sure why. I told him I think we can claim more back from it as there is an information sheet that says something about only having to be out of pocket $150 if they are done on the same day. Not sure. Poor DH. I don't think he realises how much we are paying these days for specialists and scans and tests and then other kinds of support if we do get pregnant. DH's brother and sister in law are in Canada and they have spent around $70,000 on IVF because it isn't covered over there and they have also had some in the US and had to pay for it themselves. All to no avail as well. They are currently going through the process of adopting from Africa. I can't see DH making that kind of commitment to this.

Hi all

So sorry I have been away for a few days but I needed a break IYKWIM, was struggling with depression and trying really really hard to sort myself out, thankfully I feel much better this week and ready to play on as it were

Sunbeam glad your growing lots of eggs FX for a successful trans later on this month, the blanket sounds lovely I am busy knitting matinee set for my new grandchild which is only 4 weeks away now wow how time flys so that means scarypinkfairy is 36wks too if your stalking Hi there,

T-hopes thats a really good count so FX they are all swimming around fighting over who gets into the egg first !

Sammyp book the holiday I have been on hols before when pg as long as its under 29wks by the time you get back you will be fine !

Damphre sorry your having a hard time atm hope you sort out soon !

Happybaby so sorry about your missed mc it sucks when you get told that hey ! I know how you feel FX your D&C goes well and you can get back onto the TTC wagon as soon as you are ready, It is a long hard road but you can do it as we all have !

Ferrals any news yet on those damn tests !

Alice shame your feeling sh** hope your better soon I have had a migrain over the weekend too and I am due to ovulate I hope anyday now so wondered if its conected too but have no idea ! I would join you in the bucket of chocolate if you wanna share !

possum Hi good luck in your new job ( new job new begining )

Mildez Hi hope your belly is growing nicely now !

Saffy well have no idea what is going on with you but I do hope its a sneaky BFP !

AFM well my moods are very up and down and I am trying opks but not sure if I am even getting a LH surge anymore do hope so as no surge no ovulationg ! getting ready to be a grandma but very sad I won't get to hold he or she as they live in the UK ! so feels a bit unreal I guess !
My craftroom is coming on nicely and yes I have too much stuff and still sorting out where to put it all and planning what to do with it all !!! knit knit and sew and sew for the next 20yrs I rekon lol !!!!

crafty-Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooo!
Still waiting im am going nut's i should hear from them anytime from tomorrow as tomorrow is day 10 and they said 10-14 days.

Just taking boys to school be back later.

Alice-when i went for my EPU and embie TF there were muslim women there with the hairest legs i have ever seen on ladies so i am sure the poor doc's have seen the worst of over growth but i was the same i made sure my bit's were nice and neat and i had 4 doctors at embryo TF two were training and they all commented on my fabulous pelvic floor so they do take notice lol.

Possum magic-My holidays are the same i have my boys my step daughter my mother inlaw and my friend two kids (im baby sitting ) so my holiday is more work than work.

T-Hopes-we only need one of those 10 million to hit the spot my fingers are crossed.

Saffy-Sneaky BFP are the best hope you get one.

Sunbeam-i'm getting excited for you keep me posted.

SammyP-isnt it sad that people that would make great parents and try everything to have them are the ones that have the most trouble nature can be cruel.

Crafty-47 we agreed you would give it all you have got until at least then becuase lot's of ladies have fallen pregnant up to the age of 47 i watched a show on CSI on fox were a mother (if you would call her that )had kids up to the age of 51 the birth of her last baby was 51 so it is possible even though she did not deserve it she abused her kids and one ended up a serial killer but the point is she was 51 so it can be done keep your chin up and try to see the positive you are a fantastic mum of 9 beautiful children and will be an awesome nan to heaps of grandkiddies so we can just keep hopeing that you will be blessed once more to complete that magic number 10.
If your dream doesnt come true you have 9 kids that need their mum and are very lucky to have you for a mum so be proud of what you have achieved there are a lot of ferrals out there that cant handle one child let alone 9 so i think you are fab and need to stop getting down on yourself live life to the fullest enjoy your little ones while thay are still little they grow so quickly and before you know they are grown up and moved out health and happiness and our family is all we need in life so go and have a look at those beautiful little eyes of your little terrors and see what you have infront of you and get back on that ttc horse and just let it happen if it's ment to.
We are all here for you which ever way it turns out.

Beautifully said Ferrals. Crafty :hug: I hope you are feeling a bit better today xx

HappyBaby, thinking of you today and sending you lots of love :comfort:

Ferrals, I know I can't help it I can't go in there with a wild bush on me, they might get lost looking for where to put things LOL. All sorted now, nice and neat :)

Saffy, are you enjoying your new feet? I'm feeling hopeful you are sneaking one up on us, crossing fingers you get there first lovely

Getting excited for you too Sunbeam - pick up coming soon, yah! I have my first scan on Thursday. They don't do so many as they used to, just check bloods so I'm not complaining I've had enough dildo cam for one woman's lifetime. I told the nurse if you could get frequent flyer points for it I'd be on my way to the North Pole by now! Hope those follies are fattening up nicely

SammyP, sorry you're not having much of a holiday, well at least not enough time to do something for yourself. Can you organise something nice - a morning out on your own or something? It must be hard juggling all that. I hope the new job is a winner

Hello to everyone else - Mildez, Porsche, Intheslowlane and anyone I have missed x

AFM well I seem to be fighting off a cold - at least I hope it's only a cold - so not feeling great. Could do with a lazy day at home but have to go in to city again today to see the TCM doc so will take it easy until then. Had a lovely dream this morning that I had a little girl but was probably just on my mind 'cause I read MurrayCod is having a girl last night before going to bed. Still, nice to think about.

Thanks girls I am doing ok just have to keep reminding myself I can do this I can just need to get it right !

Ferrals thanks for the message I know what you are saying and I will not give up never never never not until my bits dry up and DH well as long as he is willing I am too !!!!
I wish that damn test of yours would hurry I am getting anxious for you !
Been stalking on the other thread can't beleive how far along everyone is its awsome to see and Dory so deserves her happy ending !
My friend Carrie who lost her bub in Dec and is now pg again is haveing a boy so happy for her as she has 2 girls and lost a boy last year !!
Well I am doing ok I think half my problem is I am scared incase it never happens so am trying to be prepaired for the worst but as DH says we can do it and we will just have to keep going,
Can anyone tell me if you do an opk and don't get a full darker line to show LH surge does that mean your not ovulating at all or if its the faintest faintest line then does it just mean LH surge is not as strong as it should be ? just wondering as I tried the Clear blue fertility monitor and could never get a result and now the opks are very very faint I mean only just there the last 2 days !!!

You would be ovulating but i would say your hormones are just not as strong as they use to be the OPK line has to be as dark or darker to be a positive i found the clear blue fertility monitor read my hormones better at night so did the OPK's my hormones were stronger after 2pm i dont know why they just were if the OPK's are not working for you try the temp method you might see O comming that way.

Hey Lovelies,
Just a quick post as I'm rushing out the door. We are all systems go for EPU at 7am on friday morning :dance:

Love you all :hug:

CVS didnt work they can't get a result i told you my luck was sh#t so now we wait until 16 week scan F#CK!!!!!!!