Melissal - Hi, I can only imagine how you must be feeling. You want to be happy for her but at the same time can't get past the fact that it really isn't fair. A trip sounds like a great idea! It would be my luck if i planned and payed for a trip, i would fall and not be able to go!! So maybe having a different focus for awhile might work! I wasn't given a choice about my cycle, i always o-ed on day 19 or 20 so they were happy to just let me go naturally. GL with your transfer i will be that this one is the one.