I have left laptop at work so I can't do Persies tonight and feel so slack cause I have been a bit quiet but I have been diligently checking on you all multiple times a day just haven't been up to writing much....sorry.
For the ones of you feeling really sick and sore I hope you feel better soon and getting looked after well by your partners.
Ladies in the tww that check in here I am thinking if you all and hope you all have sticky embies on board, so cant wait to see another bfp in here, every one gives you a little more hope it might happen to you. I can agree with all your comments that the tww is the worst and to make it harder all the side effects seem to catch up on you by then and start messing with your head. I have resided myself to the fact that things my body does mean nothing in trying to figure out if I am pregnant or not.
Hope AF arrives soon for anyone waiting to start a new cycle.
Myturn-sook away, I blame everything on the drugs lol
Afm - I am cd5 today, scan tomorrow to see if the huge increase in gonalf at the start will make more follicles and help them grow better. All I know us I am feeling very bloated and crampy especially today. For some reason though this time every injection is hurting and I don't know why.
My boss was great today and has allocated all my NSW clients to another account manager so I don't have to fly and said to look after myself and what we are doing as number one. I started crying on the phone and said I am scared of it affecting my job and she said it is fine and that she is going to take me and DH out for dinner when she is up next week and I can get it all off my chest then. It's hard when your boss is also the CEO, but she us a very honest caring person. So needless to say I feel better.
I have been emotional this time as failure scares me and I am also trying to not hope for anything in case I am never able to be a mother. DH told me I was snappy today but he can deal with it cause he loves me....it was so cute.
The doctor worked out dates when we started this cycle and EPU should be 14th all going to plan, which means we would conceive on valentines. Now that's a story...we conceived you on valentines day in a petri dish :rolf :-)
Hope you have all had a great weekend and a good monday do
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Thanks for your advice on flying. Think I may fly home between EPU & transfer. I just want my own bed and its only a 45 minute flight. Last time I was so sore, I just wanted my own bed, but we drove over and it was a 7 hour drive home. This time we are going to fly. It will mean catching buses, but I dont care. Adelaide is great for transport. The bus stops right outside airport, caravan park and hospital (and shopping centre). Think I will be too sore though.
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