I totally knew it!! Go Keta!!
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I totally knew it!! Go Keta!!
OMG!!!!!! Keta!!!!!!
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CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!! I am absolutely thrilled for you gorgeous girl :D
Congrats Keta! That's fantastic news:)
Hi girls back in here again I am cd4 back into jabs and getting anxious just praying things turn around this time. Hope u all hanging in there and so many BfPs very exciting x
Good luck Blossum I hope this month is it for you!
I just got back from my FS appointment. He went through the debrief and we are signing up for another stim cycle when AF comes. Has anyone had pregnyl the whole way through their cycle? He said my Estrogen was all over the place and that it was low, then bottomed out before I got a pregnyl shot and it elevated. Anyone?
Yaaaay Keta :leap:!!!! Congrats hunni!!! So happy for you sweets :) GL with your test tomorrow!
Wow, there have been so many BFPs in here lately! Way to go ladies and GL to everyone else still waiting!!!!
Hi Girls,
Well I'm back from my holidays. After another failed cycle, it wsa exactly what I needed. Feel like I found "me" again, if that makes any sense. Waiting for AF to do another FET (but this time will be a programmed cycle not a natural cycle as ovulation was heaps delayed last time). So in a couple of weeks I'll be back on the bandwagon.
Sorry to those of you who had a BFN in the last few weeks. Share your heart break. Crossing absolutely everything that our luck changes soon. Love to you all.
Jane
:hello: Blossom! Lovely to see you, but horrible at the same time iykwim.....:
Joeve, i have only had pregnyl four days, then eight days after transfer. Is your FS talking every day???
N2L thanks for replying :) it's 250units every 3 days. Every thing else is pretty much the same my gonal f will be a little higher than the start if last cycle and lower than the end of last cycle.
welcome back Jane and Blossom :hello: Hope your return is short and sweet.....
N2L you will be pleased to hear I made the FS appointment for the 30th May - it's the week DH gets home, and AF is due that week, so if we want to start something we can (hopefully!!) I've been keeping note of suggestions and messages and trying to 'become knowledgeable' so I can ask the right questions - but I feel a bit like that's why I go to them... IYKWIM? They are supposed to tell me what I don't know... that's why I pay them... right???
I also went to the psychologist on friday which was a bit weight off my shoulders, going back on 25th, and who knows how long I will keep going for.... but for now, it's just nice to have someone to share objectively.... thankyou to everyone for your encouragement and helping me keep my head straight when I am in the pits of despair in here... I really am a positive person usually.
Each cycle, more and more people leave us, and while (of course!) I am more than excited for everyone.... I am starting to feel a bit left behind.... I want to ask those long termers how do you do it.... but I know the answer is that you just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and keep going.... because you have to know that you have tried everything....
Anyway... still frustrated at the nice EWCM mucus that has been around over the weekend... it's definitely getting thinner now... on the plus side... it's good to know that I produce it!!! I wonder if losing the 4kg's since christmas has started to help my body get back in rhythm??? I am the lightest I have been since 2007 at the moment... so??? maybe that will help next time... (or maybe not....) but at least I am slowly but surely getting healthy, and of course, that will be a good thing which ever way it goes :)
Okay. My doses are usually 1500iui so it sounds like your fs is spreading it out.:
Wow i can't believe how busy it is in here at the moment but given the que of 30 ladies at my clinic alone and as a maths teacher it really shouldn't suprise me.
First a HUGE congratulations to those with their BFP's I hope it is a safe journey for you all to those with BFN's big hugs and as blossom said im sure you will let the tears fall before you stand up dust yourself off and keep on moving forward in this wild ride.
Welcome to the newbies :D
AFM: ultrasound today showed my lining still a bit thin (6.8mm) so continuing progynova and adding eostrogen pessaries and re check on friday. On a personal note I am so not used to all this oestrogen my (.)(.) are killing me but on the flip side my skin is fantastic lol
Myturn great news all round and woo hoo to being the lightest you have been!
N2L hmmm ok I feel better now! He said he wanted to try and even things out as I either don't respond then they do something and I over respond! Stupid body. How are things looking for you? When is your transfer?
Bee hope your lining thickens up a bit :) sending lots of fat vibes to your uterus!!
Thank you so much girls. Im hoping you will all be following with bfp's very soon. Big hugs to you all.
Congratulations Keta. I am so very excited for you. Yippee another BFP!!!
15 May April 2012
Got Their BFP's :leap:
Amy_Jellybean 11.05.12
Keta 14.05.12
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Vic261 - CD5 Stim Cycle Scan 21.05.12
Nothing2lose -CD10 FET
Joeve - CD11
Bee27 - CD13
myturn - CD17
Mrs Mac - CD23
lyra stardust - CD29
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (stalk them here:https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...-180508-9.html
Mrs P - CD? 13 dpt 1 x day 5 embryo BT 15.05.12
Planetsasha - CD26 6 dpt 1 x day ? embryo BT 21.05.12
You made me cry because that is exactly how I feel. I am so happy for everyone here that gets there BFP because I know how hard each and every one of you have had to fight for it but every time I see a pregnant woman walk down the street or even walking past baby clothes in a shop I just want to cry. The only thing that stops me from giving up is that I don't want to look back and think "if only i had tried...." and although there are days that I completely breakdown and hate myself for this situation, as long as I am still able I still have a chance and that is the little piece of hope I need to keep me going :hug::
Mrs Mac now I am going to cry!!
My turn and Mrs Mac - Completely understand how you are feeling. I feel the same and then feel guilty for being so selfish (worrying about my circumstances rather than being able to celebrate the joy of others). I read this quote recently "Life is not how it's supposed to be. It's how you cope with it that makes the difference". Feel like it is a bit of a quote for my life at the moment. I have to say that this journey (and sometimes life in general) can just seem so damn lonely. If it wasn't for girls like you to chat to on here and feel so well support by, I have no doubt I would have gone completely crazy by now. So thanks girls. Got hope and believe our time too will come. FX
Myturn, hugs lovely :hug:
In fact, big hugs all round :grouphug:
I just wanted to say that while it is really lovely for many of our beautiful friends to graduate to the belly buddies groups, it WILL be your turn ladies one day, so don't give up on your dream and I hope it will be your turn soon to graduate also.
TBH..... I think I knew that we all kinda feel that way - but are all too scared to say it, cause we don't want to put a damper on how everyone's excitement (and I am known IRL, for saying what I think.... so.....)
doesn't stop us being deliriously happy for every :bfp:.... and as N2L has said before, in each of us there's a small part that does recognise that maybe... maybe some of us won't get the illusive BFP..... for me it was hammered home when Gecko got to the 'end' of her TTC journey..... but.... there is always hope.
and that is something worth holding onto - for just a bit longer - for ALL of us..... it's all we've got, right...?
anyway - sorry to be the 'tear jerker' of the week.... ;) I'm actually feeling okay about things ATM, and even told the girls I had dinner with tonight, that I'd been trying for 2 1/2 years, after all, it's not like everyone I know doesn't KNOW I want children.... I'm kinda sick of the secrecy.... I don't want to tell people when every cycle is a failure.... but I think I'd like more people to know, that - we are having trouble - and to be nice to me, and look after me.... cause I need that.
thanks for always being here to listen girls - I value that so much xxx
Hi girls
Well it's a BFN for me. I knew already from poas twice ha ha so wasn't suprised. Had to be BT day when I had a shocking day at work, ended up needing a small time out in the bathroom but managed to hold it together. I find that I'm not able to cope with stress at work so well when I have personal stress as well.
Anyway, straight back into a FET. Am continuing progynova and stopping the progesterone pessaries, nurse said I should get AF in about a week. Then once I call they will book in a scan, no Day 1 BT this time which is one less jab so yay! My lining developed so well last time so if it does so again I could be looking a transfer in less than 4 weeks.
Sorry for lack of personals, am on iPhone and find it too hard to keep up but will catch up soon ;)
sorry Miss P - glad you have a plan of action to get started with. :hug: look after yourself xxx
Sorry mrs p :( hope the FET is the one for you :)
It's a bit boring waiting to start stim again after all the commotion last month seems weird to just to bd and nothing else! Same outcome though lol
16 May April 2012
Got Their BFP's :leap:
Amy_Jellybean 11.05.12
Keta 14.05.12
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Vic261 - CD6 Stim Cycle Scan 21.05.12
Nothing2lose -CD11 FET
Joeve - CD12
Bee27 - CD14
myturn - CD18
Mrs Mac - CD24
lyra stardust - CD30
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (stalk them here:https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...-180508-9.html
Planetsasha - CD26 6 dpt 1 x day ? embryo BT 21.05.12
So sorry to hear about your BFN Mrs P :( I am not too sure if it gets easier or harder to hear it.
I know exactly how you ladies feel when another gorgeous girl gets her BFP. I too feel left behind. Especially when everyone is having BT around the same time and I am the only one with another BFN. Having been on here since October a lot of beautiful ladies have come and gone and yet here I still am. Time is definately not on my side.
I have only been doing AC since last October and its not as long as some girls, but I have only had one month off in that whole time. Its been very consuming. Even though we are doing other things and getting on with our lives its still there. I guess its not so bad this time of year. Christmas and Easter are over. Its cold and wintery so not too many family bbq's to go to with all the kids running around.
myturn - I am so glad that you have spoken to someone and it made you feel a bit better.
Will be back later, boss walking in :)
Yeah, Im in the same boat :( Been in this thread for almost a year and a half. Before that it was six months in the clomid thread :( Nothing but BFNs. Someone who got pg on the clomid thread is now pg with number two.
I'm always happy when someone gets UTD, even though I am slowly resigned to the fact it won't ever happen for me. Babies are blessings regardless. Who am I to be upset that another is coming into the world. The only time it really stung was when, a couple of months ago, I found out my ex is pregnant with his seventh child. That kind of sucked :(
Vic- I know exactly how you feel, ( sorry that its coming from someone with a bfp, i don't mean to be insensitive just that i have been there) but about a year ago, seriously, whenever i was in the TWW thread, everyone else except me would get bfps, and I mean EVERYONE. I seriously started thinking that I was cursed for myself but good luck for everyone else, so I do know where you are coming from, it was almost laugheable. What I am trying ot say is that your turn will come lovely, and it doesn't mean you aren't happy for other people, just that you want to join them. Hoping this cycle is the one for you.
Same to you N2L- also poo to your ex
Thanks Saff. Its lovelies like you who finally get their BFP's that keep all of our dreams alive. Thank god for some LTTTCers getting theirs as I would have been inclined to give up, but know it can happen.
Was briefly updating my mum on the joys of IVF as we dont tell anyone what we are currently up to, only letting them know a cycle hasn't worked if they ask. By then its more matter of fact and I can brush it off. She tells me to just relax. If I am too stressed it wont happen. OH! Is that what I am doing wrong! IF ONLY IT WAS JUST THAT!!! She doesn't understand any of it. She and my sister get pregnant at the drop of the hat and she 5 months along with my younger sister before she realised she was pregnant. Went to the docs because she was putting on weight and no matter how many situps she did she couldn't shift it and thought she had a tumour. That was over 30 years ago mind you. Crazy woman!!
Vic really??? Just relax??? Wow! Lol too funny!
I hate all the advice giving. Just relax. Exercise but don't exercise too much. Eat well but don't diet. It particularly stings when it comes from a highly fertile person. In y opinion if you haven't suffered infertility then you have no idea about what this is REALLy like, so just shut up and be supportive. People forget that sometimes the best and most supportive thing they can do is to say nothing at all, but give us some pleasant distraction.
So appreciate knowing that others feel similar to me. Makes me feel "normal".
My best friend whom I love and adore, went through IVF and the month I was having a cycle off said to me "maybe you will get pregnant naturally" I'm like "really??? Your saying that to me??? after going through it 8 times yourself, your really saying it to me". We both looked at each other and burst our laughing...
Jane yep we are all normal :)
I went for acupuncture today and we did a bit of a debrief about ivf cycle. She asked about cm which I have to admit I was a little curious about where it has gone as I have nothing! Anyway she has given me some Chinese herbs... Yucko they taste bad. I am just taking them for the next 7 days which should cover o time :) because I am soooooo going to get a natural bfp before the end of this cycle lol as if!!!
Hi ladies I am still around stalking while having my break which will be for another few months for sure.
Just wanted to say keep your chin up and positive thoughts to everyone still trying. I feel a bit jealous cause I wish we could still be trying at the moment but life has other plans for a while for us......still hoping for a natural miracle on our break lol
Also wanted to congratulate all the wonderful ladies that got their bfp's. So happy for you and hope you have a happy healthy 9months.
Hugs and stickyvibes to everyone
Do any of you lovely ladies have PHI?
Does it cover anything to do with IVF?
It's all so confusing!
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Emma, i only have extras cover. PHI only helps with egg pickup and transfer costs (costs of day bed). Otherwise nothing else is covered. Oh, except some medicines i think, depending on your cover.
Oh ok- thanks N2L.
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I have hospital and extras - and I don't pay anything for the hospital bed for the EPU & ET - same as N2L - but it's all done without me having to fork over the money for that bit (at least)....
Your IVF clinic, should be able to tell you what is covered and what is not.... so maybe give them a call and see - they broke everything down into small parts and explained everything for me, so that helped me know what the costs were going to be every time.
Thanks myturn.
We don't have PHI- we should, and always think about getting it.
So now, I just wondered if it would help with this huge cost we are facing :-(
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