Hey ladies i just wanted to wish everyone a happy and merry christmas and im hoping 2011 is a better yr for all of us! Im heading down to my sisters today and then down the coast and not back till after new yrs so prob wont be on here for a while.
Im feeling pretty low at the moment, theres so many highs and lows with IVF, one day im ok then the next i just dont want to be here. I found out yesterday number 5 is pg at work now, you would think the more that get pg the easier it would be but it dosn't seem to be the case it just gets harder because i realise how long and hard my wait to concieve really is. They say infertility effects 1 in 3 couples or something like that but everyone i know seems to fall pg at the drop of a hat! Im starting to realise that my journey may never result in a baby, when my FD said on monday that IVF dosn't uliminate my DH's problem it just helps pick the best possible sperm i think something clicked over in my brain, that if the sperm is so bad and if it hasn't happened yet then it may never happen? but we will see what the new yr brings.
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