Hi all, sorry I have been MIA for a couple of days.... been keeping busy around the house and trying not to think too much about this cycle. I am on day 5 of gonal f. I swear these meds make me nauseas and tired. Was feeling really off yesterday and hit the wall in the arvo. Also started oraluturan this morning (never used this drug before) This needle hurts more than the pen for the gonal f.

N2L - I understand being in a **** headspace - been there plenty of times and I think you just have to be in the moment with how you are feeling, not trying to change it or trying to make yourself be happy etc... We can't be all be upbeat all the time and given how much crap you have been dealt with ttc, I can understand why you are where you are at the moment with your emotions. I hope the heaviness shifts soon. ((hugs))

myturn - Hello & welcome (unfortunately) to this thread. First IVF cycle for me too, so it is all raw and overwhelming. Best of luck tomorrow, I hope all goes well for you. I too want to remain positive but want to remain realistic in case we have no luck and it will hopefully soften the blow. ((hugs))

Saffy - I love how positive your post is! I truly hope that there will be someone with some great news. I truly wish there didn't have to be this kind of thread.

Hi to everyone else, hope you are all ok xx