Ok so here i am back.. just crawling out from under my rock.. excuse me whilst i just dust myself off!!!! Rightio here we go....

Never ever in my wildest dreams did i think this was going to be so tough.. in fact i don't really know what i was thinking... I had such a good cycle, unitl EPU and it all turned to the preverbeal! It was so bad, i nearly went throught the roof and took off DH's and the nurses fingers.. the Dr was very appologetic. Anyways 11 follies found and 3 eggs .. not the best but still hopeful. One egg was immature and the other two good. The two good ones fertilised and they were going fine, until ET. Day 3 we were up early and on the road by 6 am for ET at 1145! The scientist told us they weren't that good a quality, but there was a good chance that they would do ok as i was still young (if only i had a dollar for everytime i heard that) They popped them both in and WALLAH!! here i am day 6 nearly going up the wall from not knowing!!!! The first day the kids were in i cried and cried and cried and cried. So emotional.. I am getting stronger as time goes on, but I don't want to get to excited .. but it is hard as everyday.. "oh i think i am" Oh no I'm not" yeah sure i know you guys all know where I am coming from.. you have all been there!!!

Anyway i must say i am very very hungry and constantly crave salt, but i am thinking this is from the EPU after all the fluid they took from me!!! My electrolytes must be rock bottom... Anyways Bhcg on the 26th October...

BRING IT ON!!!!

love and hugs

leis xxx