Jano glad you are staying at a motel. Gosh imagine having to have a sneaky BD whilst you were at your rels house on the fold out... no thanks...it just wouldn't happen, and baby making BDing is sometimes difficult enough for us LTTC...

Well not long now ladies and my op will be on thursday... you know this time around I am really freaking out, so much so I can't eat, sleep and my hair is falling out like nothing else. Last time i wasn't worried at all, which is strange as they didn't know what they were going to find, and this time they know exactly what is in there and exactly what they have to do. Oh i don't know... i think with all the added stress of Dads illness and DH found out yesterday he didn't get the job up here, so he is still in for the Sydney commute. I was so angry as he didn't even get an interview..... I cried so much yesterday it was pathetic, actually come to think of it, I can't remember if I have every felt so down in all my life, I am really to the point now where I don't give a sh*t as nothing has gone right for us in the last 2 years, we are now contemplating a move back towards Sydney, where we will be closer to the IVF clinic and decent work for me, I am sick of working in country hospitals, and at least DH will be home more often and with dads illness i need to be able to jump on a plane when need be....

Sorry for the big bad boar, but I should of really posted this in the vent forum, but i didn't think i was going to vent until i was half way through this post.....

Love to you all

Leis xxx