I'm thinking of you today Bec. I understand about the crying all night. I did that as well. DH just held me when I cried. But I have to pull myself together.
I've been struggling for a bit. So for my own health I've kept away from replying to forums. But I couldn't not help but reply to yours.
Saffy - I'm not so bad today. I feel like why are we even bothering anymore this is all just way too hard.
We had my post op appointment yesterday and my cervix is now closed. I'm still spotting brown which is really annoying me. FS said possibly some more antibiotics to get rid of any tissue left. Not that she can see if there is def any tissue left. But we decided to leave it for the next few days and see how we go. She believes that it will settle down in the next few days but if it doesn't then she'll send me for a formal scan and go from there. Either way I have to give her a call on Tuesday and then more ruddy waiting.
As for your Oing early and EWCM. I found that if I went for a walk in the afternoon and checked after that I usually had some EWCM. I don't get copious amounts but enough to tell. Well that was the last 2 cycles who knows when or if it will happen next time.
I guess it is possible to O earlier but I thought the earliest was CD14?
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