wow it looks like everyone is up to the same thing, waiting for AF to arrive or a BFP at the moment. well I'm on day 2 of provera so right at the beginning of this cycle and just wanting it to be over and done with now with having a BFP.
I got a little emotional last night, we went round to my sis in laws place for her b'day for dinner and I got to hold my new nephew(born on tues) which is all good, but then DH had his hold and he was just so comfortable and it looked so good. I just so want to give him the children that we both want and he deserves.
The thing I hate the most is his folks keep asking when we are going to start TTC and I can't do it, when his sister, my sister and my mum know what is happening. DH said to his mother years ago that we may never have any, but as usual she don't listen to a word that is said. I'm not comfortable in telling them what we are going through at the moment cause they just don't understand the whole assisted conception as DH bro and sis had both their families without any help and his dad is a prude and won't talk about anything to do with "bedroom"conversations. Plus then all the pressure of money and questions is just not worth the extra stress.
Hopefully this month will be a good one for us. Sorry for the rant, just needed to get it off my chest.
GL to everyone
Last edited by lilminion; June 5th, 2010 at 02:47 PM.
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