Thank you for all your kind words and thought. I'm really glad I have you girls. God knows how I'd be otherwise. I reall do appreciate all your messages.
I'm really dissapointed but I just got to pick myself up and dust myself off and try again. The only thing making this more acceptable is thinking that there was abviously something wrong and I'm thankfull it's hppened now rather than later.
Not sure where to go from here. It's a bit all up in the air. I go back to my FS in 2 weeks so we'll see what she says. I'm thinking one last clomid round and then off to do IUI. FS said we can start trying straight away but right this second i don't know.
I know a sticky one is on it's way. I just have to be patient a little bit longer.
Hi everyone
I've been away for a few days and feel like a lot has happened. I know I am on the other side of the world from you all but I really felt for you Porshe. I know exactly how you are feeling. I felt the same by thinking if there was something wrong it was better happening sooner rather than later. After waiting so long for a positive, it just doesn't seem fair. My thoughts are with you.We did start trying straight away after mine but im not sure if I was ready for it.
AFM after 3 rounds of clomid - my progesterone results this month came back at 5 so I obviously didn't ovulate. Very disappointed after it was 42 last month with a 29 day cycle. This month I am still on day 32 with no signs of a period. I cant wait till I see the FS in June. His next plan is to give me more Clomid with regular 2 day scans to see if the 'follicles' are developing. Does that seem normal for all you Australian girls - or do the docs do it differently down your way? Obviously my treatment is on the NHS and I am very aware that yours is a different approach.
I am hoping that next month comes sooner. It's hard to keep up the pretence that I am coping fine!!!
Hope you are all well.
And it was very cold in Spain!!!
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Porsche im so sorry to hear that, You are truely an inspiration to all of us your positive attitude will get you thru. That perfect little one is still there waiting for you
Thanks for your thoughts. I'm feeling better today. I tear up every now and then but it will all be ok.
On another note I had the hospital give me an apology today. While i was in recovery after my D&C the nurse who was looking after me had a conversation with the other staff members about her 10 week pregnancy and her dramas with M/S cloths starting to get tight etc... I guess the conversation was for like 2-5 minutes but it felt like hours. I mean I was lying there after having my 10 week 4 day bub sucked out of me and i had to hear that. I mean gee a bit of diplomacy wouldn't have gone astray. She knew what I was there for. And then she popped her head in and asked if I was in pain as if nothing had happened. Needless to say I really had to struggle to keep it together. The curtains aren't exactly sound proof and I'm not deaf.
So while i was sitting in the area they give you something to eat they have a customer satisfaction form for you to fill out. So I suggested that the staff be more sensitive to patients procedures and that seeing I had just had a D&C that I didn't need to hear about a staff members pregnancy.
So apparently all the staff have been told not to have personal conversations whilst on duty and to leave it till their breaks. They appologised and said it was very tasteless and they were very sorry I had to hear it.
Any way enough about that. I'm curious as to when I should get AF now. I think we'll wait until our 2 week appointment with FS to see what she recommends next.
You sound like an extremely strong person. I see nothing wrong with tearing up, i say cry as much as you like I dont know about trying after mc so i cant offer any advice accept lots of luck to you and hubby
MASSIVE O…..M…….G……!!!!!! I seriously cannot believe some people. You poor thing Porsche. Yep I’m with Tammara, defiantly have a cry. Arrrrrhhhh reading that has just made me sooooo mad, most people just have no clue how hard it is to conceive. And LTTTC is just such a roller coaster. You have been so inspirational Porsche, I can’t believe how strong you are. That little miracle that is waiting just around the corner for you will be so lucky to have such a strong willed Mummy. You are doing so well hun!
Last edited by Keli; April 15th, 2010 at 04:40 PM.
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