No I didnt get a bt coz im doing it unmonitored. Can I go to a regular gp to ask for a day 21 bt!

I know what you mean about ff maruske, it is very obsessive. DD was conceived without all this but I consider her a miracle baby
I don't see why you couldn't go to your GP. Or just call your FS and ask if you can have BT instead of completely unmonitored. It's unusual that they are not even giving you any more BT. I thought unmonitored meant BT, but no scans etc.