thanks everyone: the last 4 clomid cycles i have done have ended 9 or 10 dpo and i have repeatedly asked my fs for progesterone pessaries but he won't give it to me because he believes in "supporting" the pregnancy once he sees a heartbeat, i can't even get close to that point, it is so upsetting to me that he can just say no and thats that. i am seeing another specialist next monday and i know that clinic give progesterone from ovulation, im hoping that makes a difference.

yas: my progesterone was 19 so it confirmed i ovulated but it wasn't really high enough to support any possible pregnancy *sigh*

thanks everyone for your hugs, i really needed them today

mum2onesweetbun: i hope you ovulate soon !

rai: i hope you are ovulating soon, you are lucky to ovulate so early in your cycle

tasha: are you expecting to ovulate soon ?

joeve: thanks for your hugs and the stalking

i ordered some progesterone cream last cycle, intending on using it for the cycle that just finished to increase my progesterone (it is meant for menopausal women), anyway they told me they posted it two weeks ago so should have arrived in time a few days later, it didn't and i was so disappointed, can you believe it turned up today the day af did, talk about kicking me when im down, sorry girls i'll take my sad self away......