Can't say the same for me af is here in full force and all tests to now were bfn so I know for certain it is not anything else going on. I am starting to wonder after 3yrs of trying and the fact that we only got one good embryo this time if the world for some stupid reason doesn't want me to be a mum........
Well I am going to go back to the gym next week and focus on the next 20kgs I want to lose to get to my final goal and then come back in nov and try again.
I wish you all the luck in the world and hope in a good way to see you all graduated when I come back. I will still sneak in over the next few months cause I can't help myself!!!!
Kerbear, I'm sorry again sweetie I don't think that the universe doesn't want you to be a mum, cos I can yell you'd make a fabulous mum one day, it's just that the universe has its own plans on the timing thing . Pffffttttt to the universe! GL with the gym hun, I'm sure you'll be back with all your guns blazing very soon! xox
Kerbear Massive hugs oooooooo i know excatly how u feel and i think the same thing from the universe sometimes! it really hurts xoxoxox
get stuck into that gym and get a hot bod to boot lol :-)
Thanks ladies. I haven't really had my tears like normal, trying to pretend its not all over yet again for another month. It will hit me though I have no doubt about that.
Emma I am crossing my fingers for you that it is not a repeat of last month and it continues to a happy healthy pregnancy.
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Emma- congrats and sticky vibes
Kerbear- i felt thsame as you early this year, my 2nd last cycle produced 1 viable emby that failed and I was in despair, I was about to do a donor cycle with my sister's eggs when I decided to have one last go myself.DH and I went on a healthy eating plan and lost 8kg(me)10kg (him), that cycle i got3 viable embies and am now pregnant with one of them and have one on the freezer. We had been trying for over 3 years too. So please don't give up,you can come back from a cycle with a poor response and have success. Have a break as it does your head in and concentrate on healthy eating etc and I hope magical things happen to you xx
Ooooh very excited for you Emma but I'll wait with my congrats until you have your BT results in case it'll jinx you! lol. For now I'm sending loads of sticky vibes
Emma, FX it's just that you're one of those ladies that tests better in the afternoon! I've always gotten my first +hpt in the afternoon in the past...
Emma, last time I was only getting light-coloured positives on the FRER (not squinters, but not dark) until after AF was late and my hcg was spot on average at 16dpo. I think they've changed the FRERs because they don't seem to behave the same way they used to?
Kerbear - I agree with Saffy....I know its hard but try and keep a positive mind.
Everyone else- Hope you doing well ......
AFM - POAS yesterday and I got a BFN.... did one today no difference.....I keep holding it at different angle and squinting and changing lighting.....but its still a BFN... I am
4dp5dt ( 9dpo) and with my daughter i had a very very faint line.....I will try again on Friday keeping my FX something changes.
This is such a sucky road to be on.
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. Pffffttttt to the universe!
GL with the gym hun, I'm sure you'll be back with all your guns blazing very soon! xox
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