I am feeling like crap, bloated, cramps & everything my dh does is annoying me. He just doesn't understand at all & I feel as though he doesn't even care what I'm going through to make a child for us!
I totally understand Beau!!! DH can be really good at time but can be such an a$$ at others... They just don't get how hard and not fun all the Meds are... Gggrrrr...
AFM- my bbs are still super sensitive, that's almost a week they have been like this and last night I noticed a massive blue vein on each of them that I have never seen before... I have no idea what the heck has caused them to raise to the surface... I have done 4 night shifts this week (21:45 til 07:15) and I just got called in for another... Working is the only thing that is keeping me from thinking about my tww...
as for me im mad at the world today lol. i want to give up, all this heartbreak has gone on way too long! i got a BFN its 8dpo but hey im used to bfns! i didnt do much really this cy, just OI... still bites though.
i am so over hoping and waiting and let downs... not a sceric of a line!!
wish someone could say for sure it will happen, it would make it easy and id just take a break ect until that day hahaha!!
yeah right!!
enough of me lil miss sunshine xoxox
Hey Sarah, Sorry you got a BFN, they always suck, but 8dpo is pretty early isn't it? Hope it changes for you. I had to laugh when you said "only OI" and it wasn't doing much. I have been resisting the push for IVF and only have done OI and 1x IUI, and to me it's still a big deal! You all must think I'm so lame when I complain about the OI, as I know that the IVF must be SO much worse (one of the reasons I'm scared to do it), lol.
Anyway, sorry you're feeling a bit low, I hope you get a better POAS tomorrow.
I am only 5/6 dpo and already itching to POAS but will try and hold out until 10dpo. I've run out so am going to try and not buy any until tuesday night. I have to force myself to drive past pharmacies!
Jo, are you on progesterone or pregnyl injections? I think both of them can mimic pregnany symptoms (the cruel cruel things) so can affect your boobs. Hope that's not the case with you and it's for a good reason!!
Beau- hang in there hun!
ok i've missed some I think- sorry, will be back later.
Well looks like a BFN poas and def one line now!! Bloody triggers..went for BT early couldn't be bothered waiting for bad news till Monday!
Now we have to make some big decisions no donor sperm left and have to be realistic that its not looking good and rather than making the decision of how many kids we are going to have its are we going to have any? Not something i would have ever dreamt would be my reality.. So sad and really beaten by this whole ride, DH over it and as u all know it puts a lot of strain on the relationship he is very content Well our 2 furbabies and us and for me I feel there is a piece missing!
How do u let it go and think of a future with no kids I'm just not sure I can face that! Something I now have too, scary!
Anyway thanks for all your support girls and I hope you all get better results than I have and your dream becomes a reality.
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Thanks N2l fingers crossed you have better luck I'm having a break now till feb/mar and may have couple more goes see what new year brings.. Just want to move forward from IVF journey does my head in!
Ill sneak in to see how u going got everything crossed for u god knows you deserve it x
Blossom I am so sorry it disnt work and your re at this place of having to make such big decisions.
I don't know how you get passed feeling like something is missing, I am dreading if I ever have to face the decision of no kids which is not far off for us either.
Hope the new year might be a new opportunity to continue and maybe try again. Thinking of you xo
Blossom- I'm so sorry things haven't turned out the way we all wish for you!!!
Lyra- nope no injections... And I'm doing OI as well! It is a huge deal for me too!!! I think all the beautiful women on here who do IVF are amazing!!! I don't know if I could do it, but I guess I'll think more about it as the ever ongoing ttc journey continues!!!
Last shot this morning of pregynl then have to wait till Thurs for BT. Am trying to hold out & not poas. I don't want disappointment. My dh has not been supportive at all the last few days & it has made me extremely stressed and upset. I hope it's just the hormones.
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