Thanks Juniper, that gives me a little hope!!! xxx:
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Thanks Juniper, that gives me a little hope!!! xxx:
Jo- I had a really obvious one with DS but nothing at all with my second prenancy that I lost (also a little boy) . I was convinced that it was going to be a BFN becasue I hadn't had the bleed, but I was wrong. That baby was totally healthy and growing perfectly until 12 weeks as well and we don't know why he died so I honestly don't think there was any difference in implanting etc, it was just something that happened much later.
bad night's sleep for me. Decided to poas this morning before i call for bt result and i officially have a second line !
hope the bt confirms. is it normal to be half freaking out? i know there is so much that can happen between now and 9 months time
i did a due date calculation and based on first day of last period i would be due on my birthday !
Kbudgie - congratulations I am so happy for you. I think there is always a bit of freaking out cause it has actually happened you got that bfp you have been hoping for.
Can't believe it will be due on your birthday - does that make you a Leo like me???
hi kerbear, it sure does. clinic confirmed positive!! phoned dh even though I wanted to tell him in person I couldn't wait x
Congratulations kbudgie!!! Wonderful news, Leo's are the best!!! Xxx
OMG!!! Congrats Kbudgie!!!! I hope you have an amazingly happy and healthy 9 months ahead, and what better birthday present could you ask for!!!! xxxx
Congratulations KBudgie!
It's totally normal to be nervous and anxious :hug:
AFM- tested today- 6dp5dt & 11DPO- BFN....
Then the tricky decision about when to do a FET, if I go straight away, I could possibly have a ET on Xmas eve! Impractical....
Congratulations kbudgie. Wishing you a very smooth 9 months xxx
Yay kbudgie!! Congrats!
Yay kbudgie! Hope it is a fantastic nine months ahead for you.
AFM, nothin really going on, I want to poas but I know it is still too early. I don't usually have such an urge and have only done it once in the last 12 months, but this time I know there is fertilization so I feel one step closer to a BFP. Probably foolish but it's just coz I want to be pregnant. DH keeps asking me if I feel pregnant. I don't. Sore boobs but that happens every month coz I have fibroid adenomas. Had some twinges yesterday and today so hope AF doesn't come early like she has before following a longer cycle. I need time for my eggo to try to stick.
Fx kbudgie that its a sticky one!!
Fx Miloro that this is it!!
I am officially PUPO with two little embies - no idea of how many cells cause I forgot to ask and can barely tell on the screen!
Woohoo and the wait begins myturn, bring on the twins he he
:crossfingers: myturn that both little ones stick and you get it over and done with in one go :)
Enjoy the TWW. When's your BT? Xmas Eve?
kbudgie, congrats!
I think BT is the 21st.... but they didn't tell me!!! doh... I'll just wait till that week anyway and see what's happening.......
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continues to twiddle her thumbs..... already..... :doh:
Had my bt this morning - knew results already though as af arrived this morning. Clinic said to do natural cycle once again and nothing different. The only thing different will be i have to go back to using progesterone suppositories as there is no supply of pregnyl in Australia. My only option was to wait a month or so & hope some pregnyl comes into stock. I asked if I could have 2 to be put back in but they said no. Emma my fet will be either Xmas eve or Xmas day so will be with you.
Good luck to all you in here & hope you have a better outcome than me.
So sorry beau. :hug:
I actually have some pregnyl left over, only one dose I think. But I'll check when I get home. The pessaries are not so bad though. I've done them as well and have a few left, but I'm doing crinone gel this time so it will probably get chucked out as I hyperstimulated with the pregnyl so if you want it I'm happy to pass it along. Ill check if the two doses are left, cause they might be as I think I only ended up using one of them.... Ill get back to you on that....
In the meantime look after yourself lovely. Every bfn is hard, but even more so if you've had a glimpse of what might have been :comfort:
Just got home from shopping and feel worn out. Should have stayed on the couch. :( now feeling guilty that I may have stuffed things up already. Dumb dumb dumb. :(
My turn you are so gorgeous. Thanks for the offer - ill try the suppositories again - I just had a very bad experience last time & was waking 5 times a night covered in sweat while on them so dh was sleeping in spare bed. My fs nurse said this time it might be different as I am doing natural cycle & last time was stim (over stim) cycle. Thanks anyway. Xx
Beau I am so sorry it was bad news for you :-(
My turn - its only been a day and I am going stir crazy already as well. I don't think you would have over done it but every time my tummy gets really sore when I am up and about I keep saying to myself go and rest!!! So I say you should have a couch weekend...my orders;-)
Does your clinic not give you a blood test for the date you have to go get it done? Do they do the tests themselves?
Afm - I am trying not to go stir crazy but I am lol. I am still sore and it worries me but I know it can still stick even if I do have ohss. Trying to rest and only do what I have to.....it's hard though with christmas coming up !!!
I hope sprocket 1 & 2 are enjoying their time in mummy's tummy and stick around :-)
Hope you are all doing well in this waiting game.
Well after going shopping for a couple of hours yesterday and being really sore, cramping legs and sick in the tummy last night my DH has put me on forced bed rest today as he doesn't want me ending up in hospital. I am very uncomfortable, crampy and sore and just want to feel human again, at least for a bit so if it does work it's not just continuous uncomfortable onto pregnancy lol
Hope everyone else is ok, myturn and n2l are you feeling any better?
Hi Everyone
Congrats kbudgie!! What was your blood result? Did I miss that?
Hi myturn, miloro, kerbear, and n2l- hope your tww goes nice and quick and ends amazingly!
Beau, Emma,- sorry hun, big hugs
AFM- I;m out too. AF arrived in full force yesterday. I think it might be a chem as I was showing 2 faint lines for about 4 days :( I guess not surprising that it couldn;t implant given the 2 d&c's and all the bleeding I had. Unfortunatley this means I am back to the clinic in Jan. I was just clutching at straws I guess that I wouldn;t have to go back and start jumping through the hoops again but it wasn't meamnt to happen like that I guess. Have been feeling very depressed and desparate about the miscarriage. It all still feels so raw, and bleeding again when I should be 22 weeks pregnant is horrible. Anyway, I'm taking a break and trying to enjoy xmas so I'll be stalking but not posting until Jan. Best luck to you all xxx
Its crappy feeling bad - sorry you're not well kerbear. Just rest up and if you need time off work just get your FS to write a medical certificate. I'm feeling okay. Still a bit tender and trying to rest - but walked up the botanical gardens to get to the Sidney myer music bowl for a concert tonight and was scared I let my heart rate increase too much. Rationalizing with myself that all will be well and relaxing on the lawn with DH and DSD ready to see Gotye :)
So sorry Lyra :hug: be kind to yourself
lyra sorry to read honey x i hope your body is just telling you it's preparing for next one to be strong and sticky xxx
i didn't get any numbers from bt yet as i called and spoke to the nurse first thing Friday morning. it took me ages to get a line on the poas. sat 0, Mon 0, Wed 0 and finally got a light line on Fri morning before i rang the clinic.
Hi ladies. I'm having a bit of a hard day already and it's only 6am. Feeling quite down and emotional. I just have a really strong feeling this cycle is not going to work. I know there are lots of you who have been at this longer than me so I shouldn't complain if it doesn't work straight away. I just feel like I'll be letting DH down when he is so invested. He is also scared it won't work. I hate this.
Miloro hug honey, you can complain all you like don't ever feel you can't cause u are at the beginning of your journey here :-). It is hard when you feel like you are letting your dh down but just remember you both go through it together, ups and downs. I am sure he would never want you to feel like it us all on your shoulders to work. Don't give up on this cycle, it's not over till af arrives. Sending you some sticky vibes xoxo
Lyra I am so sorry af arrived :-(.
My turn - I have no doubt you didn't walk up there to fast so that your heart rate was ok, you take to much care in your cycles ;-) but its easy to worry about it I know. It sucks that we have to be in cotton wool and other people can go on normally while trying to conceive, but hey if it gives us our bfp it will be worth it.
I know it's to early for any symptoms yet but I woke up at 2am with the most wicked heartburn and reflux I have ever had, had to go find my gaviscon, I was in so much pain. Why is my body so broken this time...feels like all I do is whine about something new and awful my body is doing every day :-(.
Going to catch up with a friend today and get out of the house which will be nice,get to steal the new car for the day :-)
Have a great Sunday
:hug: miloro
Kerbear- heartburn have been a side effect if the 2 stim cycles I've done...
Could be caused by bloating or.....;)
AFM- I got a very, very light BFP on Friday at 11DPO.
Still light yesterday and today at 13DPO.
Today I have AF type pains and I'm due tomorrow- so ill just have to wait and see.
I haven't even told DH yet as I'm petrified of another chemical pregnancy.
When I say light, I mean squint and you will see it- can't even get it in a picture.
Absolutely shi**** myself :(
Edit- forgot to add- very small amount of brown blood today when I wipe.
Is it fresh or frozen embryo's that are slow off the mark?
fx for you miloro hope it's implantation x
Emma, it's the frozen ones that are more often slow starters. FX for you. :goodluck:
Bummer- mine is fresh...
Is it possible to not get a strong positive until after AF is due?
Sneaking in...:
My freshie was a slow starter and is doing just fine.
Keeping everything crossed for you xxx
It's always possible. The odds are just lower. I wouldn't give up on a late starter, no matter how much the odds may be against it. There is always a chance...
I'm crossing everything for you emma xxx :hug:
Emma I have everything crossed for you.
I read that during pregnancy heartburn is caused by the progesterone the pregnancy gives out so I am thinking many it's just a side effect from the pessaries.
3days down, 14 to go before bt argh I am going to go insane lol
Thanks girls- still a very light, squinty, stand on your head, and you will see it BFP.
A little bit of brown blood today (TMI)
BT is Wednesday, not that long to wait.....
Fx'd for you Emma!!!
Well, pretty sure I'm out! I think AF just arrived! It's not as dark as normal and I'm almost positive it isn't spotting as there is too much (sorry for the tmi)...
Think I'm just gonna lay in bed a while longer and have a good cry...
xxx
Oh Jo- I'm so sorry :(
I'm right there with you crying too :(
Uncontrollable sobbing with the hair dryer on, so nobody can hear me.
I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't get it together.
Finally in here...
Had one Grade A blast (starting to hatch) transferred this morning. The embryologist said it was perfect :)
Sadly, the other two didnt make it. Hopefully, it won't matter!
Good luck everyone! May we all get our Christmas miracles :pray: