LT TTC Two Week Wait 2012 #8

Congrats Miloro that's fantastic news! So happy for you! Xx

I would just like to say I am so over this waiting argh!!!!!!

Me too kerbear. Not feeling very hopeful at the moment :(

Feeling less than unhopeful here. Faintest positive on ultra sensitive means trigger must almost be gone but nothing coming back in to replace it :(

Hugs all around then. Lets hope there's some good news this week, I really do wish you could get that news n2l

Me too Myturn :) but at 10dpo I think it's pretty much over.

You are probably right, but I'm still hoping you are wrong.

I am trying hard to protect myself this time. But I keep imaging all these twinges and thinking its positive. Then scaring myself that it's just the progesterone. I don't want another bfn. I hate this crap. It's not fair.

I also think that depression side effect is rearing its ugly head at the moment, which really doesn't help.

The progesterone sucks too. Had the worst cramp last night :(

Thanks everyone

N2L, my turn, I'm sorry to hear you are both having a rough time. I am wishing on every star for you.

N2l and myturn I hear you i am not feeling hopeful either, surely one of us, hopefully all of us can have a good outcome !!!!

N2L I have been quietly stalking. My HCG was 300 at 14dpo (11dp3dt) with my girls and I only had the very faintest of faint positive hpt at 11dpo. I so so hope that you get some amazing news over the next few days, you are so deserving of this, my friend :hug:

Hi ladies,
I am quietly stalking too, and wishing you all loads of sticky vibes. I hope that you all get the best possible xmas pressie of all, and beautiful BFP! GL n2l, myturn, kerbear and curtisgirl! Fingers and toes crossed xoxoxoxo
B xxx

Curtysgirl, how are you holding up during your three week wait? Stay strong.

I was wondering how you were going to curtsygirl..?

I feel emotionally drained and still worried about over analyzing and scared to say anything about what I may or may not be feeling.

I hear ya myturn, my theory is if I don't talk about the things happening to my body maybe I won't feel likes twit this time if it doesn't work!!!!

Curtsy- I have been thinking about you to with your long wait.

N2l - how are you going gorgeous?

Not so great here. Still testing very faint positives 14 days past trigger. Thought it got marginally darker yesterday but hasn't kept getting darker today. I was thinking it was traces of hcg from trigger (and it might be) but just spoke to FS assistant and she reckons it would be out by now so it could be a chemical.

My very best case scenario is I implanted on Friday when I had bad cramps on left side (nothing since) and it is too early to have significant hcg in urine. Very unlikely though :(

Looks like my baby dreams are over.

:hug: that just sounds so sad n2l :( :hug:

N2L it's not over yet. When is your BT?

N2L I tested for 5 days straight without any sort of difference on my tests and thought there was something wrong because it wasn't very dark. Turns out I was very wrong so don't give up yet.

I will do it Thursday. Friday was the original date

I was the same my first few tests were so ridiculously squint worthy I kept thinking I was seeing things. Crossing stuff still for you x

They say a line is a line on those tests, so I am hoping that yours are just staying the same because of the kind of test and that you get a bfp on Thursday, don't give up hope yet, hug xo

I would just like to say I think it sucks that I had my transfer done before n2l and my turn and my stupid clinic has made my BT after both of yours and on Xmas eve, could they not have been nice and let me do it Friday!!!!!

N2l it isn't over yet don't give up bloody hard I know.. Sending lots of sticky vibes to u I truely hope u get the
Best Xmas pressie.
Good luck my turn and kerbear I have everything crossed for you girls.
X

I hope they are just sucky tests N2L.
Kerb ear, that wait and timing would suck. It seems some clinics make you wait for 14-18 days past transfer and others, like mine test at 14dpo regardless of what day the transfer was. Hope the time goes quickly for you.
Myturn, hope you are ok too babe.

Thank you. You are all sweet x

But the tests I am using are ultra sensitive to 10iu (lullaby conceptions). I have tested out triggers with them before. The lines on them are very faint so must be less than 10iu I guess. That's why I assumed it was just the trigger leaving traces of HCG (who knows, still may be that :dunno: ) but either way, for a viable pregnancy at 12dpo you would expect a half decent line - especially on an ultra sensitive test.

N2l, I hope that your baby dreams are NOT over. Keeping everything crossed as always hun :crossfingers::crossfingers::crossfingers: xxx

N2L can you try a First Response? Lullabys are still like internet cheapies and i only every had squint worthy lines on these when FRER showed a decent line. I think for sure trigger would be gone. Wishing and crossing everything for you x

First response only had a shadow of a shadow yesterday, which is another reason for my pessimism :(

Although I have read a bit on google where many women test + on the lullabys before they do FRERs.

Last year I got a BFN at 12dpo and BFP at 13dpo, but that was with the Oracle ICs...

Sneaking in.....

N2l stay positive. I know it doesn't help much - but with the twins my line didn't get darker ever and I supposedly had double the hcg?

A line is a line. The pain you had sounds like implantation - hang in there hon and I'm praying for a happy outcome for you and DH.

X

N2L- fx'd for you Hun! It's like everyone said, a line is a line! Hope you get your result soon and I'm praying that its a magical Christmas for you! xxxxx

fx n2l my htp was feint for the first time at about 18 dpo the same morning I called to get bt result xxx

N2l - keeping everything crossed for you, like everyone has said and my acupuncturist also told me a line is a line, you just really really really deserve this, praying really hard for you :pray:

Thanks everyone :) Tested faint positive again this morning (maybe marginally darker than yesterday but still too faint) but just saw a little pink when I went to loo :( I fear AF may be coming to ruin the party. Although early for me at 13dpo....

Praying against all hope it's some sort of implantation spotting :pray:

Best of luck N2L....
I'm only thinking positive thoughts for you xxx

Sending lots and lots of positive vibes and wishes your way n2l, hope that you have a very sticky bubba on board. Lets pray the little 'pink' is a good pink :crossfingers::goodluck: xoxo

N2l Hug I hope it is not af, this is such an awful time for us all.

I had to drive up the coast and back today and cried most of the way trying to work out how I will deal with the end of our journey if it ends bad next week. DH keeps reminding me to be positive and it's not over yet. I hope I am one of the strange ones where it shows up a bit late.

Myturn how are you today?

Curtsygirl hope you are ok.

I am crossing everything for us all xoxo

stalking all you girls in the 2ww and sending you :pink-babydust::bluedust:

Im okay kerbear. Not feeling anything really.... Thought my heart rate was up yesterday. But not so sure today. Had done tartare sauce with my fish and chips for lunch because I really figured it didn't matter. God knows. Still meditating every night so here's hoping its helping. It all feels different this time as now I know what being pregnant feels like. The OHSS last time covered it up a bit but I am shill looking for all those signs that made be suspect last time. I don't have any yet. According to dr google I'm supposed to have enough HCG in my system to be picked up by tomorrow..... Although I'm too scared to POAS, I'm sorely tempted this time. I just want to live in the lllusion.
N2l I really hope it's sticking and kerbear. You know I'm crossing everything for you too.

I hope curtsygirl is okay. She hasn't been around much??