LT TTC Two Week Wait 2012 #8
So BT have come back, hcg has gone up to 94, so we are in fact pregnant...we are however on bt's every 2days as the level is still not want they want. My specialist is away but the lady taking over her patients called me and wants to do a scan hopefully thursday and repeat BT, i am going to look like a pin cushion lol. She is worried it might be ectopic or we will m/c. It sucks that they can't just say congratulations.
I have been crampy for last few days, very tired, thought I was going to throw up at lunch time. Had a small bit of brownish discharge when I wiped last night but never progressed to anything more.
I am petrified that something will go wrong but need to try not to stress. Dh has me wrapped in cotton wool and has been wonderful. Camping trip to ballina has now been cancelled, it will all be worth it if sprocket sticks around.
I don't know if I have to graduate from here now or what I do?????
Rai I agree with everyone else about food but it is a personal choice, like everything when pregnant. Afm I have been told by dh I can't have anything I am not supposed to lol. No prawns for me tomorrow!!!!
Hope everyone else is having a wonderful Xmas eve and Santa brings everything you want xoxo
LT TTC Two Week Wait 2012 #8
Oh my gosh can't believe you live in Ballina, we love going to stay at south ballina right near beach!!! My brother in law in family live in Newcastle lol
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Juniper your right i will start testing boxing day my math is not good lol.
ATM - i'm in charge of the cheese and salami, kabana and cabonosi and all the yummy stuff for christmas this year i was wondering if any one else would eat the stuff your
not suposed to if pregnant. The thing is i have no symptoms at all and when i went through the ttc for 3.5 years i used to give it all up only for me not to be pregnant but
the month i gave up and drank and ate everything and anything is when i fell pregnant but dont want to stuff things up and regret eating it if i am pregnant. What do you think?
Did anyone else notice the date on this post. 1981?
LT TTC Two Week Wait 2012 #8
Well merry Friggin xmas to us, it looks like this cruel world gave us our Christmas wish of getting pregnant and has taken it away Christmas Day. I am in excrusiating pain and bleeding so I have no doubt my bt Thursday is going to show we lost it. I hate everything right now, this was very cruel of the world!!!!! I have always loved Xmas and I think this has now ruined it for me, so sad I just want to crawl in a ball and cry but still have family to see!!!!!
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=*( oh K. *biggest most massive hugs in the world* sending you so much love and light.
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Oh kerbear my heart breaks for you reading this :( it's so not fair x
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Kbudgie i hope you are doing ok, I know how hard it is to put on a brave face. Every time I went to the toilet I wanted to cry but couldnt :-(. I am so sorry you are going through this as well.
Thank you everyone for your lovely messages. Home with dh now. I feel so bad for him, he said tonight that he is sorry he is not enough and trying to explain to him that he is enough and as a female who very much wants kids you feel something missing. He is being so strong for me and I know he is hurting just as much as me....I could not get through this without him.
Think we are going to hide away from the world for a few days I think.
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So sorry kerbear, life can be so cruel sometimes
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Well my body is doing some very weird stuff, just had our follow up BT and my hcg has risen from 94 on Monday to 325 today so I guess I was wrong on Christmas day and the bleeding was not me losing the pregnancy. I am going to leave this thread now and head over to a belly buddies group for due August.
Thank you for all your wishes and I should not have jumped to conclusions on Xmas day.
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Sure is a roller coaster, my poor dh having to put up with me!!!!