Kerbear and myturn, I hope you've got some good news for us soon. Gotta cross everything and pray hard this is IT. Sending big hugs to you and of course to n2l and curtysgirl in your 2WW too xoxoxo
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Kerbear and myturn, I hope you've got some good news for us soon. Gotta cross everything and pray hard this is IT. Sending big hugs to you and of course to n2l and curtysgirl in your 2WW too xoxoxo
Thanks missb xoxo
Myturn I hope all your feelings are positive signs, it's your BT tomorrow isn't it. I am the poas queen so I am no good at stopping you but I will say you have made it this far so try and hold off ;-)
BT tomorrow for you if my brain is not failing me!!!
N2l I forgot to ask you how quickly your lines are showing up, quick is a good sign :-)
Myturn - i will correct myself I lost my days, I thought tomorrow was Thursday and just realized n2l is Thursday I think and you are Friday.....brain is failing me!!!
Just a quick one....just home from work Christmas do (where I could not indulge in bubbles :( )
No more pink for me. Next time I went to loo I had a little bit of (way tmi here) brown sludge (ewwwww) then nothing.....
Late doing my second progesterone pessary so just put it in and will do third one in an hour or so. Just hoping that's okay!!!
Had some very mild cramps this arvo. Just hope AF isn't on way :pray:
Eta - Kerbear, I have no idea how quick the lines are coming up because I deliberately don't look for 10-15 minutes :lol:
Took a look at this morning's test. It definitely looks darker than yesterday's but not by much. And it's still faint on an ultra sensitive test. I have one FRER left which I am too scared to use.
Myturn - don't POAS because if it's negative you will feel like you jinxed yourself. Good luck girly!!
I sooooo hope we all get a Christmas miracle. Keep praying everyone :) :pray:
Stay away AF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Praying praying and more praying hun :pray::pray::pray: xxx
My heart skips a beat everytime I see that you have posted N2L! I seriously think you are going to get a Xmas miracle!!! Xxx
Oh I hope so Amy!!!:
N2L, I'm feeling very hopeful for you. I had some light bleeding (pink and then brown) at 14/15dpo with DD.
N2l i hope af stays away cause it was never going to come anyway, not long now till you get to find out :-)
n2l i would love to see you get a special Christmas miracle xx
i wish we all could, though i am still in shock at mine
sending baby dust to you x
I'm with Amy bring on the Xmas miracle
Xxx
I'm with Amy bring on the Xmas miracle
Xxx
Awake at a crazy time of the morning. Can feel some cramping tonight. Isn't it stupid how pregnancy symptoms and AF symptoms are the same and to top it off so are the side effects of the drugs. Hmpf.
myturn- I thought you might have done a sneaky poas at that hour of the morning- oh well, good luck!! xx
N2L- crossing my fingers for you too lovely xx
I'm out. No second line this morning.
Thank you everyone for your prayers and well wishes x
:( so sorry beautiful :hug:
N2l - I'm so so sorry :hug::hug::hug::hug:
Boo :cry: :hug:
I am so sorry n2l sending you a huge hug, I know how you must be feeling xoxo
*stalking*
Sorry you didn't get a second line this morning N2L, have been stalking your updates. Hugs.
:hug::hug::hug: n2l. Not fair :(
Oh N2L :hug: why does life have to be so bloody unfair sometimes!!!
I found brown crinone :( :( :(
N2L I am so sorry. Sending you massive hugs. Xx
Hug Myturn that sucks
Myturn :( :hugs:
It is so effed I can barely stand it.
I agree. Thanks lovely. I think I'll be taking this one quite hard. But I know it will be harder for both of you and I am so so sorry xox
I just don't know where we go from here. Donor eggs will cost $20k plus (as well as airfares and accommodation, so another $5-10k). I could get the money together for later in 2013 but is it worth it given I had a "perfect" AA blast and it went nowhere???
Keep trying naturally, sure, but I think it's more likely that I will win Tatts.
Another full cycle like I just did? It was gruelling to be honest and it ended up costing over $11k out of pocket.
Maybe I just tell DP to get another GF and have a baby with her?? Easier all round :(
:hug: I am scared of all of that. And right now I really hate me. And I hate that feeling too. It's just all crap.
N2l I really wished it was going to be you.
I'm definitely out. There's blood.
N2L and Myturn- great, big, soft, squishy :hug: to you.
Go easy on yourselves today.
Honestly Myturn? I wished it was going to be me too. Sorry if that sounds selfish but I have been in this thread for over two years now, and the clomid thread six months before that. It was my turn dammit :(
I have seen so many women come and go with BFPs. Some first time, some after a few months...but the vast majority end up "graduating". Not me. Looks like I am here for life.
(Not that I begrudge anyone else a BFP!)
:(:
Like I said - Effed.
nothing2lose and my turn :hug: :hug: so not fair
Myturn and N2L :grouphug: I was so sad to read your posts. I'm sorry guys. I hope you can find some joy and happiness over Christmas.
Oh no myturn!!! This is just crap :( TTC shouldn't be so damn hard :cry: Sending you lots of warm hugs hun xoxoxox
N2L, it was supposed to be your turn. You've been going at it for so long, it really is not fair. Two things, don't stop trying naturally and don't tell your DP to get a new girlfriend. I still think you'll get your chance one day. Look at Dusty. She had a heart wrenching TTC journey, with many years of heartbreak, and eventually fell pg with a donor egg (not saying that's what you should do). Then, after all that, she fell pg with a natural miracle against all odds. I look to Dusty for my inspiration. Don't give up just yet. You are only 40. You have perfect embies. You just need them to stick. Big squeeshy hugs darling xoxox
Hugs to you both. It's heart breaking. We started our ttc journey in 2006 and after a few breaks and lots of medical help it finally happened for me. I know I am lucky but not a day goes by I don't remember that feeling of where you are. I want so much for you both to get your bfps I am angry for you.
I just am so sorry it wasn't this time.
Hugs and hugs xx I just don't know what else to say.
I second what Joeve says, I know how heart breaking it is, theres nothing to make it feel better xxx
N2L - It is totally Effed!!! Only you will know when your done. Its so hard at our age as time is definately against us. We did look at donar eggs and it was expensive but not over $20K. Look up Flinders Medical Centre in Adelaide. What about PGD? Andie would be able to vouch for PGD. Or you could be like me and just have tough embies that cant get out the shell. They say women older than 37 and women with PCOS have hard shells. Maybe try assisted hatching with a pipelle. Sorry if this post is inappropriate at this time :( It just sounded like your not quite ready to give up yet. It must be so hard and crap that you have waited the 4 months, done all the hard work, paid all the extra $$$ and you got one emby. And your right, it is definately meant to be your turn.
Myturn - Again Effed! And I dont see why your FS should not try different things just because your too young. It should go by how many cycles you have been through. And you have done more than enough to qualify.
I am like Joeve. I guess AC LTTTC know exactly how you are both feeling. Its a very scary place and one neither of you should be in. It sucks :(
Myturn I'm so sorry just sucks this ride. Sending u big hug X
N2L what too say there is nothing I'm so sad for u.. I know how u feel and its such
a heartbreaking place to be in. I too thought I'd get my BFP this year not too be. Just sucks so badly. Don't give up and def don't tell your partner to get new girlfriend. Look after yourself and don't give up have a break and try to enjoy Xmas break.
Take care and keep smiling xx
hug::hug: