LT TTC Two Week Wait #4

No I don't know loops they sai they would send me a letter

I meant to ring them today but was running around getting things for mum

Fx'd this is our lucky month

I've been having really strange dreams the past 2 nights

Hi. Usually they do call before the letter though - hope no news is good news for us hun!
Vivid dreams are a good sign of pregnancy, FX'd!
Ive been having some pain although I dont want to read into anything this time as it could all just be the Crinone or from the transfer etc, time will tell. Ive also got a sore thraot this morning and ive had headaches. I havent had any weird dreams, that I can think of anyway.

Hugs chicky, GL

Bad timing to feel unwell loops I have a sinus infection just trying to tuff it out

Saw my mum this morning they are aiming for the 1st of nov for her to go hone from rehab

Yes very bad timing. I hope you get over your sinus infection hun, not good to have that either. Hope your mum recovers well and very soon. Will be nice for her to get home :)

Hellooooo..

Thought I'd poke my head in here... quiet in here though! Can't see why they would set-up a number 5 if there's only 3 pages here? weeeeird.

I am 2dp3dt - and I am POAS every day through-out this cycle. Can't freaking help myself. Because I am having two Pregnyl shots rather than crinone - it will register false BFPs - so I have decided to test every day (expeeeeensive) - to see when the HcG leaves my system - and FX - goes right back up again.

Pregnyl does some CRAZY stuff to my BBs... sorry if this is TMI- but about 12 hours or so after I have had the Pregnyl (also happened with Ovidrel trigger) - my nipples felt like they were ON FIRE... omg... such pain!

Anywhoo - I really am trying to be a little bit more hopeful and positive about my 4 cell embie - should have been about an 8-cell by transfer - so I can't help but wonder... Fxxx...

:)

Lx

Oh my this wait is doing my head in. I 5dp2dt and I am already thinking its all over.

The dreams and intergestion have stopped. I just want a sign that it has worked. I am loosing hope and I really dont know what I will do if it hasnt worked. I dont think I can except thats it may be it and I dont know if I can move on.

I know it is still early but maybe it wasnt a great idea being home so much in the 2ww period.

I am also poas like crazy and I have 3 different brands

I'm struggling with my emotions today. Could cry at a drop of a hat. I don't feel hopeful or positive today.

I've been out shopping meant to buy a pair of work shoes but just brought a pair of dressy thongs. Didn't make me feel better.

Stupid sales people in centre of walk way you say no thanks nicely and still
get hounded can I ask you a question even that nearly had me bawling. Felt like telling her to F off.

Got my letter about the other embies. No embies where suitable to be freezed

Just what I didnt want to read when I openned the letter, makes me even more flat. Not sure how I feel about this. Dec is a bad month, my doct is available but they have limitted resources available in Dec so it just all depends when I get my period if I can do another cycle. If it doesnt fit in then thats it the out of pocket would kill us to do a full stim cycle next year

Hi Trishy, Loops and fatgirlslim! I had the transfer today, so am officially joining you in the TWW. I'm so happy the blastie made it to day 5, and is really good quality, but am still wary about getting my hopes up too much. Anyway got to think positive!

Trishy - I'm sorry your having a bad day hun, and that it wasn't good news about your remaining embies :hug: I really hope this cycle is the one for you, and gives you a BFP! I know what you mean about feeling ready to cry at any moment. I had a really ****ty day at work yesterday, and have been feeling a bit emotional ever since - it could be the crinone!

FX'd for us all, and lots of :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy:

Hi Ladies
fatgirlslim ~ glad you have joined us, goodluck hun. My bbs are sore too - I think from the antagonists needles and the Crinone. Crinone is horrid stuff. FX for you and stickyvibes/babydust.

Trishy ~ big hugs hun, im a bit the same, found out today none of ours made it to freezing either :( Not that I wasnt prepared though. The nurse said they expect about 1 in 4 or 5 to make it to blastie or to be frozen. So I guess what Im saying is your not alone and I too could be more positive right now, its hard when you know if it doesnt work that you have to do it all over again. I feel your pain. I think we have to try and put that stuff behind us now and keep telling ourselves this will work - you never know, we are still in with a shot! Goodluck and I hope you feel happier soon xo

ehm ~ So glad you have joined us, goodluck and fingers crossed tight for you! Stickyvibes/babydust

AFM ~ As I said above a bit :( at finding out we didnt get any to freeze but now its onwards and upwards. This bloomin cold is getting to me a bit though, its making me worried that it will cause the bubs to not stick. Hopefully I can get rid of it but its hard when you can't really take anything.

Your right loops it's not over to the fat lady sings was just having a bad day yesterday

Going to the zoo today hope I don't sneeze the place down with my hayfever and sinus infection

Hi Gals

Well I can now officially join in the TWW thread. Had 2 so called excellent blasties transferred this morning and am waiting to find out if the other 2 make it to freeze. Transfer was very uncomfortable/painful and they had so much trouble with the speculum.

Hate to sound dumb but some of you post something like this '5dp2dt' what does that mean??

What brand HPT is the best to use? I have never made it to HPT stage in the past (usually get af by day 7) but I am thinking positive this time.

AF started 2/10
EPU was 18/10
Transfer 23/10
Blood Test 5/11

Hey. Great you have joined us. I said in the other thread but once again fingers crossed tight for you!
5dp2dt means 5 days post a 2 day transfer. I am now 6dp4dt or 10DPO (10 days post ovulation)
I generally use First Response which I believe are fairly accurate but I think the most accurate are the Clear blue ones and I believe the digital ones of those are best. So Ive been told anyway.

AFM ~ Starting to go pretty insane now - really scared. Im even too scared to test. Although I think Ill just have to bite the bullet and do one tomorrow as I have to find out sooner or later right. Sometimes its better to just keep guessing than get that BFN :( But I am feeling quietely confident to be honest with the signs but then again still terrified - so as you can tell all over the place LOL :wall: Last night I had bad lower back pain and thought AF is coming for sure but then I remembered I had bad lower back last time I had my BFP so I googled it and a lot of people tend to get back ache. I also had shoulder ache which I had last time too. My back ache has gone again - shoulder aching a little still. I think if AF coming it would be here tomorrow or Monday and Im not really feeling as though she is coming - the odd twinge in my tummy though. I wonder if I can hold out on testing until after AF would be due?? :dunno:

Hey Loops

Thanks for that info I now understand the lingo! Damn af - all her symptoms are a pain & so confusing when they happen during tww. My cycle is usually every 3 months that why FS always puts me on the pill to start a cycle but as soon as I have a transfer, 7 days bang af comes. I really hope you get that BFP. DH just called out and asked how his up the duff wife is going LOL - boy I hope he is right!

No probs hun. I think I spoke too soon as I went to the loo before and had a tiny bit of pink on toilet paper - oh pretty please dont let it be AF rearing her ugly head!!!
I know what you mean about AF with IVF, my cycles usually go for about 34 days but with IVF I get it so much earlier. I so hope its implantation and not AF - please god let it be so :pray:

BFN on POAS. Totally gutted is about all I can say.

I hope you all have much better success than us.

Hey Loops
I am no expert but is it too early for a poas to show yet? (I have no experience with poas) big hugs and hang in there babe as its not over until the blood test.

Hi Loops, just want to give you a big hug. Maybe it's still too early. Really hope it is. Still hope that this will be successful for you xx

Thanks ladies ~ it could be too early to show up on a test but this morning my temp is down to 35.9, I have more blood and AF headaches still - not looking likely at all for a BFP :( :(
Thanks though and good luck ladies - just because it didnt happen for us, doesnt mean it wont for you so hang in there!

Hugs loops someone told me dont know how true this is though, if one doesnt take you can still get bleed from loosing it.

I tested today and I'm just hoping its too soon, we I have to cling on to something, as it was a BFN

Thanks Trishy ~ I guess that could be true. Hugs to you as well but its not over yet. Someone I know was telling me she thought her AF was coming and tested 6 days in a row before but AF didnt come but she didnt get a BFP until 4 days after AF's due date, so there is still hope.

AFM ~ No sign of blood now but still definitely wont be getting any hopes up, particularly with that temp this morning.

Hi to everyone and I hope you're enjoying the sunshine - im stuck at work but Im busy which is good - makes the day go quicker

Count me out af is here

Don't know what to do next brush myself off and try again dec or stop and try natural for 6 months and then try and accept the cards I've been dealt

Hi Trishy
So sorry to hear that, it is the worst feeling. Big hugs & be kind to yourself.

Hi Ladies thought I would pop in and say hello and offer you all a bit of support if I can. I am now finally into my TWW it has taken a long time to get here this cycle I am currently 5DPO my stay may only be short thought as AF usually arrives 6DPO. FX she does the right thing for me this cycle.
Trishy~ Sorry AF arrived darl sending you some huge cyber hugs hun and find yourself a nice quiet time to sit down and have a bit of chocolate cake and a cuppa, it makes me feel better when I'm feeling let down.

Afternoon ladies

Trishy ~ Said it in other thread but Im very sorry AF reared her ugly head hun - (((GBH)))
nicoleh ~ how are you feeling hun?
Clairesmummy ~ great to see you in this thread, good luck again, hope AF doesnt arrive :SAAF:

AFM ~ Got migraine at the moment - ouch, cant get rid of it with panadol so its not a good sign, AF probably nearly here although Im still only getting a tiny bit of brown blood with Crinone and my temp is back up to 36.8 so I really dont know whats happening :wall: If AF not here by tomorrow night/Wed morn Ill test Wed morning.

Hello. I have been away for a few days, without internet access, so just catching up on where everyone is at.

Trishy - So sorry to hear your news :hug:, you must be so disappointed. I hope you are able to try again before the end of the year.

Loops - Good news that your temp is back up! Even though you tested negative, its not over yet! FX'd for you, and I hope you can ditch your migraine - not fun! I also meant to tell you the other day that my friend had a bad cold when she got a BFP from her FET. She mentioned something about it helping by lowering the immune system....

nicoleh - Great to see you here. It sounds like you had some good fertilisation results, and sorry to hear that the transfer was a bit difficult. FX'd that your blasties stick nice and tight! When is your blood test?

clairesmummy - Welcome, and I hope your stay is longer than you think!

AFM: I am now 5dp5dt, and aside from the side effects of the crinone don't feel any different really. Am trying to distract myself with work and study to get through the waiting. My BT isn't until next Wednesday, but AF usually arrives beforehand, so if I make it past this Friday I will be happy! I also had some bad news about the other embryos, they were not good enough to freeze, so if this cycle doesn't work, it's back to another stim cycle for us....

Anyway lots of :stickyvibesgirl: and :bluedust: for us!

Hi Ladies
No BFP coming from me Im afraid, started to get bit more blood last night, then about 1am cramps started coming, this morning more blood and BFN on POAS. So im out and pretty devastated :cry: Dont really have any confidence left now all I know is I will be getting smashed next few weekends with parties on and then Im going to focus on losing my belly Ive gained with all the stress and try to just have fun with DH. Thats about all I can do right now.

I wish you ladies much more success then us, good luck!

ehm, nicole, clairesmummy ~ everything crossed for you ladies! :pray: Goodluck

Hey Ladies...

Loops and Trishy - I am so, so, sooooo sorry xx

Nicoleh, EHM & ClairesMummy - :stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:

AFM... Haven't really been poking my head in here that often - sorry - trying to keep my mind completely off the 2WW... easier said than done...

Today I am 8dp3dt... I have been POAS daily since tfer - because I was having Pregnyl shots, my tests showed positive until yesterday morning, when I guess the HcG left my system completely and didn't read on my test.

I started getting some MEGA cramping yesterday... doubled-over cramping... today it's eased off a bit - but I am constantly checking for AF... hard to hold any hope...

Haven't tested this morning, but only because I ran out of tests and forgot to buy more... I will buy some more this afternoon and test from tomorrow morning if AF doesn't arrive....

L xx

Thanks fatgirlslim xo ~ Hope it was strong implantation pain you were feeling, :crossfingers:

gday guys just in stalking mode atm got our day for transfer .... saturday am excited but nervoud will feel better when we know our emby has defrosted.
Loops: huge huge hugs chick I am here remember

will be in here officially on saturday but we will be dissapareing on holidays for a week with phones off except for nurse. turns out I o'd late and then i think i'm due for af (who I hope stays away) but will be due next thursday.

Hugs loops I feel like you so really can't relate

Fatgirlslim hope as loops said it's to with implantation

Hi everyone
Just saying hello - had my transfer today, hoping I've finally got a sticky one!

Loops and Trishy - I've already said it in the other thread, but I hope you're both going ok

FGS - hope it's implantation - how long till your bt?

ehm, nicoleh, clairesmummy -:stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:

Loops - So sorry to hear your news. Sending you a huge hug :hug: Take it easy and be good to yourself.

fatgirlslim - Good to hear from you, and I hope they are positive signs! I think our EPU was the same day, so we should find out about the same time. I haven't been brave enough to POAS yet.

kass - Hope your embie is snuggling in nice and tight. FX'd for you!

trueblue - I know exactly how you feel waiting for the embie to thaw out. I hope it all goes well for Saturday, and that you have a great holiday. Sounds like a great idea after a transfer!

AFM: This waiting is starting to get to me, and I'm feeling really negative about this cycle today. I don't feel any different, so have convinced myself that this cycle hasn't worked. Wonder if I will ever have the joy of a BFP....Sorry to sound so negative.

Am feeling crampy, tired and grumpy - I think AF is on the way.

Got the call from the nurse that my blood test came back positive with a level of 35 so I have to retest on Sat.

Hard to be positive with the amount of blood loss and cramping I've had since my fall.

Trying to use the power of positive thought that my levels will rise and my body will heal

Trishy, I hope everything works out for you and you get another positive result on Saturday. FX'd, and stay positive.

ehm - how are you going on the TWW? you don't sound negative, i know how you are feeling cos I feel the same. I am already gearing up for a BFN, told DH I think I will faint the day I hear the words BFP. TWW really messes with your head fx crossed you get a BFP, when is your BT?

kass - hope it is nice & sticky for you

trishy - good luck and I hope your numbers keep rising

trueblue - good luck for transfer Sat

fatgirlslim - how are you hun? By my calc you are 10dpt now - have you poas? fx for good news

as I mentioned in other thread have awful flu like virus and as a result can not tell if I have any symptoms or not, like ehm I am not feeling very positive but I am trying!

Good Morning All~ Hope you are all well in here, FF says I am officially 7DPO today and I'm at CD42, had some bad AF cramps last night but still have no AF or spotting yet, I was sure she was arriving last night but she didn't. Don't know what I'm feeling atm just taking everyday as it comes not phased either way BFP or BFN as I have my Gynae appoint. coming up soon so focusing on that and not the 2WW which is a good feeling for a change. I'm actually hoping AF will arrive so we can be at the start of a brand new cycle when I see my gynae. I have never had such a long cycle as what I am having this month and I have given up on annilising everything. lol......
FX for everybody in here hope you all get BFP real soon. Sorry for the no persies but if I don't go and eat something I'm gunna be sick......be back later for persies.
xox

Oh I really cant take this, I think I am having a 2nd miscarriage today. Really bad cramps, sore back and heaps of clots. My bleed was easing off, but now it has got worse again like it did on Tues when I felt like I was miscarrying. I just want to crawl into bed, but have my daughter her and noone to watch her today.

Trishy- Is there any way at all you can call your DR hun and see him/her. I can't offer any advice darl, just want you to know I am here if you need to talk. Sending you lots of :hug: Hope everything is ok darl.
AFM~ Hmmmm not much to tell really, I am 7DPO today going by FF and had another temp rise this morning nothing huge but it did go up a little. Yesterday I had a couple of icky feelings in my belley like you do just before you get sick. Today I have been feeling really hungry then if I don't eat I feel like I'm going to throw up and I start getting the shakes in my hands and feeling really week. Can't beleive how starving I feel it feels like I haven't eaten in a week.......had some cramps last night and a couple this morning thought AF was on her way but nothing from her as yet. And sorry if tmi but I have to keep running to the loo to check for AF as I feel wet like I do just before she arrives but have nothing no spotting nothing.

Trishy ~ wow you got a positive BT, that is one step closer hun. I know how hard it is but perhaps focus on that - it means it can happen. I went through the same thing last IVF so I know its painful waiting and wondering- hang in there, (((GBH))). Good luck for Sat - you just never know in this game, Fingers crossed hun.

ehm ~ hoping AF is not on the way, :SAAF:. Good luck and FX

nicoleh ~ hope your virus is clearing up and fingers crossed you get a BFP hun!

Clairesmummy ~ It's so frustrating isnt it. I hope you have answers very soon. I think thats why Im handling this BFN pretty well - because Im not in limbo this time like my last cycle. Hang in there and hope its a BFP hun!

AFM ~ BT is tomorrow but there is no doubt in my mind that it will be completely neg - ive had way too much bleeding and BFN tests. So once I hear results I guess Ill be out of this thread. I will pop in and bid you farewell from this one. Goodluck ladies, will be thinking of you and :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl: