LT TTC Two Week Wait #4

clariesmummy I hope they are all positive signs. That how's I felt last week and during the early stages of my pregnancies. Fx'd to you. Would really love some positive news in here.

Loops huge hugs to you. I was so hoping for a positive outcome for you this month. I will be thinking about you tomorrow. I want to share a video with you. This reminds me of all our journeys but I think it is very relevant to you. Get the tissues handy though before you watch it. http://http://www.tearsandhope.com/emptyarms_video.html

Trishy ~ means a lot - thanks so much and thanks for the vid xoxo. Does it have sound as I dont have speakers at the moment?

Yes loops it has music, I think that what made my eyes leak.

Trishy i shouldn't be in this thread but i wanted to say that video was beautiful! what a lovely thing to do for someone! i posted it on face book because i believe thats one of the hardest parts of going through IVF is people not understanding the road we walk everyday xx

AF has arrived, so I think that's a BFN for us. The nurse said the earliest they would test is Monday, which will mean we can't do another cycle before Christmas. I will call them tomorrow morning again and see if I can convince them to test tomorrow. Really disappointed:cry:

Trishy - sorry you are having such a hard time hun :hug: hang in there.

Very sorry ehm ~ (((GBH))). Hope you get to do another before XMAS

Thanks Loops. I had the test today - BFN of course, unfortunately - but this means I can start another cycle straight away, which is really good news. Although we are extremely disappointed that this cycle didn't work, especially since it was our first blastie transfer, have decided to keep on going for the time being until we find one that wants to stick. We spoke with another FS earlier this year who told us the average for success is 6 to 10 transfers! We have now done 5. How are you going? Did you have your BT today?

Trishy, Oneday - I meant to mention yesterday that I watched that video twice the other week, and cried both times. I blamed it on the hormones! Am thinking of sending the link to my sisters, who are both really supportive but I don't think they truly understand what we are going through.

nicoleh - How are you going? I hope you are feeling better today. FX'd for you hun.

kass, clairesmummy, fatgirlslim - Hope you are all well, and FX'd for you too! Lots of :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy:

AFM - Am heading to Sydney to see my sister this weekend, and will be drinking loads of ****tails! Will be good to get out of Melbourne I think.....

ehm - sorry this wasn't the one. Glad you're able to start again straight away. It's definitely not easy having BFN after BFN - hope you're going ok - enjoy your ****tails!

Trishy - hope you get some good news tomorrow

Clairesmummy - they sound like they could be signs :):crossfingers:

nicoleh - are you feeling better today?

I'm already searching for signs and it's only been a couple of days :rolleyes: No luck so far.

Ehm~ I'm so sorry hun hope AF leaves you quickly enjoy your time with your sister and have some fun darl, you deserve some fun time.
Trishy~ Hope you are feeling better today darl, thinking of you and thank you for the good luck wishes darl.
Kass~ Good luck with your 2WW hun, FX for a BFP for you, sending you lots of baby dust and sticky vibes.
AFM~ Today is 8DPO and it's the first time since I had my MC in April that I have got this far in my LP without any spotting at all. So I'm happy with that even if AF does arrive at least my LP is getting longer. Feeling a bit off tonight not really sick just have a weird taste in my mouth that I can't seem to get rid of IYKWIM. Today I had a urge to get to the loo asap as I felt like AF had just arrived I felt really wet down there but after racing to the loo with a pad in hand when i wiped all I got was like a glob of guey clear/whiteish CM and have had that all day now. Only get it on wiping though, sorry if TMI there ladies. Still feeling hungry but not as much as I did yesterday when I felt like I was starving, but have been really busy today also had to go into town which is over 1.5hours away, went to a horse sale then had to do some shopping as well and didnt get home until late this afternoon.Feeling and looking bloated today as well. I have no idea if anything I have today is a PG symptom or not. I also have little pimples coming up the last couple of days which is normal for me in my LP.

trishy - how did the bt go today? fx for and sorry you are having such a hard time

clairesmummy - hope it all keeps going well and af stays away

kass - tww of course has you looking for signs thats why tww does your head in!!!

the little bit of spotting I had Thursday night stopped after a few trips to the loo, was quite strange as I have never had spotting like it before. Still no af though and she was due yesterday but I feel like she is coming, headachey, sore back a little cranky. Please please stay away. My virus has got worse and am tossing up whether or not to get DH to take me to Dr today, I am thinking I can't take anything anyway till TWW is up?


ehm - so sorry, was hoping for a bfp for you, glad you can start another cycle and yes hopefully it means you are getting closer to the positive one.

Hi Ladies
Had my BT and as expected BFN. We are having a long break now. Will maybe see you in the other threads. Good luck all!!

ehm ~ Im happy for you that you can do another so soon, good luck hun. Its good to hear them say 6 to 10 because I was wondering whether it was just me :( Ive now done 3 but 4 embies.

Stickyvibes and babydust to all! xoxo

Went to the Doc and I have bronchitis, he put me on some antibiotics. Did a poas when I was there and it was a BFN, I am hoping it is too soon to show as it is 7dp5dt.

Loops~ Sorry for the BFN hun, sending you some cyber hugs.
Nicoleh~ FX your right hun and it's just to early for your BFP yet. Sending you lots of baby dust and sticky vibes darl. Must be the month for AB my GP put me on them the other day as well for an ear infection the next day I was in there with DD now she is on AB for tonsilitus.
AFM~ 9DPO today and I must give myself a little pat on the back as this is the longest I have gone into my LP after my MC and had NO SPOTTING as yet anyhow.....lol......today I'm still feeling hungry not as bad as the other day though where I felt like I was starving, I am drinking abit more than usual so going to the loo a little more, the one thing I have noticed today that stands out alot is when I'm sitting my girly area is a little tender when I sit on hard chairs. I wouldn't say it hurts but it's feeling very sensitive. Temp is still up today had a dip this morning in my temp but I was tossing and turning in bed alot this morning for a hour or more before i woke up properly so that's probably why the dip I would say because I checked it again before and it's up again to 36.9 and I had been sitting watching a movie before I took my temp. So we shall see what happens as the day progresses I guess. I keep getting like a pulling feeling low in my belly that goes down to my pubic area as well had that a couple of time today. Not sure if any of these things are PG related feel free to let me know ladies.
Hope you are all having a wonderful Saturday.
xox

My blood test has confirmed that I have lost the babies very cruel considering the 1st one was on the anniversary of when my ectopic was removed. So at this stage I'm in limbo as my level is still 2 and I need to test again on Wednesday.

Someone asked me the other day it I believe in a faith. I said yes it must be the devil for the lot I have gotten.

Everything is now up in the air. As I cant even progress to the next stage to possible do a Dec cycle. I am thinking maybe it is a sign, no more IVF for me. I have to wait to see what the FS says on Monday.

:hug: Trishy - sorry it wasn't better news.

Clairesmummy - sorry I can't help if they're signs or not - I hope so!

nicoleh - hope you're feeling better soon and you get a positive test in the next couple of days fx!

I did a POAS today. Way early but I was impatient. I got the second line!!! I keep going back and checking it's still there. It's super faint but I'm taking it as a good sign :)

Trishy~ I'm so sorry hun for your bad news, hugs to you.

Kass~ Sounding hopeful for you darl, FX that second line gets darker in the next day or so for you......very exciting.

Nicolah~ Hope you are feeling better soon, I have my FX for you for a BFP.

AFM~ Today is 10DPO and on wiping this morning I have noticed after going to the loo I have a very little amount of brown with my CM not enough to call it spotting as I wouldn't of noticed it unless I was looking closely. So I think I may be out with a BFN, but I will wait and see what today brings for me.

Looks like it'll be another bfn after all. I had pretty bad cramps all night and when I tested again this morning what was a faint line yesterday is now all but invisible.

So sorry Kass, not having much luck in here are we.
Looks like I will be out to ladies, got some spotting this morning and spotting is always followed by AF in the next day or so. Ah well better luck next time.

Just come in to bid you all farewell for this cycle, AF arrived this morning with vengance and bad cramping as well. Thank you all for your support during my 2WW, good luck to everybody else I pray you all get your BFPs real soon. Hugs to you all.
xox

:hug: Sorry Clairesmummy

I'm feeling so flat right now. I really don't feel like going in to work today but if I don't I know I'll just spend the day feeling sorry for myself :shakehead:

I'm convinced that this one did work but I've lost it, but I'm still getting a faint +ve and it's doing my had in. Todays was about the same as yesterday, both fainter than Saturday. If it was going to work they'd be darker. Obviously. It's not getting darker but it's still there. Which means I'll test again tomorrow and spend all today kidding myself that somethings going to magically change. :wall:

I should be happy that at least I got this far. Sorry for rambling.

So sorry to hear about all the BFNs in this thread...

Kass... best of luck. Fx

Me - AF arrived with a vengeance 12dp3dt. Gutted. Totally Gutted.

L x

Very saddened to see all these BFN's ladies - (((GB Group hugs))). Im very sorry for you all, we must never give up - we will get there in one way or another. Good luck to those having another try soon xoxo

Trishy ~ Im so sorry its another m/c hun, extra hugs for you xo

boy all these good soldiers in here are faling so to speak....

fatgirlslim, kass, clairemummy - I am sorry none of you got a BFP this time round, it really stinks as I had my fx for all of you - big hugs and try to be kind to yourselves over the next little bit as thats when I personally find the hardest time to deal with. Are any of you going to do another cycle & when?

I have been in bed all weekend with this bronchitis and so far I am not any better, DH will take me back to the dr in a few days if no improvement. No af yet which is a first for me, just have to make it through to BT on Friday.

Thank you everybody for the hugs. I'm not a real downer today like I thought I would of been though have other things on my mind today.
Nicoleh~ I have my first appointment this Monday coming with an OB/GYN for my fertility problems so hoping he can sort me out asap and we can get our BFP if not this cycle then maybe next or the one after that....Maybe FX. So won't know when I will be back in here until next Monday after I find out what the gynae says to so.
Good luck darl and I hope AF stays away from you FX. Praying for a BFP for you.

Just checking in again before I head back to the other thread. Thanks for all your support over the past couple of weeks, it means a lot. I agree with Loops that it's very sad to see so many BFN's. I was sure there would be at least one BFP with so many of us in the TWW!

trishy, clairesmummy, fatgirlslim - So sorry to hear your news, hope you are doing okay :hug: :hug:

kass - It may not be over yet. When is your blood test? Take care and FX'd for you.

nicoleh - Hope you are feeling better soon, and that AF stays away :SAAF:

Wishing everyone all the best, and lots of babydust.

af has started this morning, really devestated, not sure how to cope with another fail

Very sorry nicole ~ go have a big drunk and some choccy - thats what I did anyway. Big hugs Hope you can have another try soon xo

Nicole and FGS- so sorry :hug: I know how disappointed you feel. I hope you can both try again soon and your next one will be it!

ehm - thanks - My test is on Thursday

coral - I know you're not 'here' but your box was full! Thanks so much for the reassurance - it's so good to hear a positive story!

I got another +ve today - well, two actually using different brands :) The faint line is still there so I'm hoping for the best!

Kass ~ thats awesome, goodluck hun, hope it gets darker and darker :)

+ve again today - one definitely stronger, one a little less - hoping bt tomorrow is more conclusively +ve!

Kass ~ :D :crossfingers: tight for your +ve BT tomorrow. Good luck

Good luck for tomorrow Kass! Hope you get a BFP :crossfingers:

Had my blood test today due to the fact I started bleeding yesterday (did a poas yesterday that came up positive) test was positive but hcg i was told was low (42) nurse sounded like there was not much hope. Fingers crossed for better numbers when I go back Friday

kass - good luck for your test

Thanks for the good lucks! At 9 days past transfer my level is 25. I don't really know what to think now - I guess there's a chance, but realistically it's not looking good. I have to wait another week now to retest - assuming af doesn't show up the meantime I guess - didn't ask.

nicoleh, kass - sorry to hear you don't have a definitive answer yet, and I hope your levels keep rising for your next test. Good luck!

I have started my next round of injections and feel like I've been run over by a truck. Am so tired. I don't think doing two stim cycles back to back was such a good idea...............

thanks ehm - good luck with this round! I was completely exhausted by the end of my last lot of shots too - hope you move on to pick up quickly!

Anyone around to join me in the TWW??

I had a transfer on Saturday of 2 blasties, so now 2dp5dt and waiting to hear if the 3 other embies are suitable for freezing :pray:

have spent the weekend on the couch which is not great for ones stress levels as I was analysing every twinge, no symptoms to report yet except excrutiating nipples which I had before the transfer ( from the crinone).

C'mon girls I need someone to go crazy with!

Heeeeey you can definitely go crazy with me! ...... 9dp3dt. Tested yesterday and got a negative and waiting for my blood test on friday! So fingers crossed to us both :pray:and any one else waiting!!!:pray: WOOOOOOOOT for all of you who got +ve's!!:clap:

Hey Tima- sorry you got a BFP- but as we know it is not over till the fat lady sings, so FX for your BTon Friday!!!
Have you got any symptoms?
I think I had cramping yesterday but now I'm not sure if it was or not- it was pretty mild.
Went shopping yesteray which was a great distraction so today i am going to Ikea to spend some money, although it might have to go on the credit card!!
Good luck to anyone else out there in TWW land xx

Hi Saffy and Tima - good luck to you both!
I'm still here, amazingly - I keep expecting AF to arrive, but so far so good :) I'm still getting +ve POAS and they're getting stronger but very slowly and I still have no other symptoms - I just hope my levels are rising enough!