Hi girls.

Oh dear, sorry everyone is having such a hard time, its seems that everyone is going through some rough times.

Happybaby - i hope it all turns around for you. My sister had my nephew after her initial BT was "inconclusive". I think her first hcg was 30 or so, so miracles can happen. Hang in there.

Matthews mum - so sorry things didnt work out for you. Stay strong.

MelissaI - heres hoping your HPT was too early. Fingeres crossed for you.

Blossum - i know how you feel (see below!!)

To anyone else i have missed i hope you are grand!

AFM - well i was starting to stress yesterday, no symptoms nothing. Then cramping stopped, so i figured it was cramping and not just a muscle strain from yoga!! Then at about 7pm got a massive headache, and went to bed, woke up an hour later, thrrew up - violently. Several times. Yuck. But still no implantation bleeding. I guess this was key to me knowing it had worked last time. So this morning, went to the loo, and there was a little brown spot on my undies, but it is hard to make out (warning TMI!!!) as the crinone is also coming out. So all day (this is where the crazies kick in) i have been back and forth to the washing basket to check whether there really was a spot and there definitely was!!! However, i dont want to get excited, because the only other time i threw up was on our first cycle, when we had a chemical pregnancy. That time, i thought me throwing up was when things must have gont wrong, because it was about 2 days before BT, however this time its a way out. Anyway - of course i am over analysing everything!!! Ha ha, the TWW - if you're nt mental before it, you will be aftere it! Anyway, i think i will POAS this weekend. I dont even have any of them in the house as i dont trust myself, but i might go and buy some on friday!!

J.